Aching

Body.
Mind.
Heart.
Collapse.

I dont like people coughing in my face.
Now i m sick.

Wonderful day!
I play n play.
I m alone,
but not lonely.

Great day!
Troubles fly away!

Mayday!
Whoo!

First post 2011

Every since 1 jan...
i have not talked to anyone.
Everynight lie on bed but cant sleep.

But i have done alot of things.
I went many places.
I met many people.
All in my dreams.
I was the healthiest man to lie in bed for 3 days.

As i moved tonight,
I wrote my resolution.
Life is like a breeze,
Cold and short.
I wrote.

I am Bai Jiaxing.
2011.

I m y.

Then now i m going to roll back to bed.
Living vegetable.

BUT TML! I HAVE A PLAN!
I m going to be.
I m.
I m Bai Jiaxing!
I m going to be Bai Jiaxing!

Just wondering hows Jiin.
Just wondering, but not going to find out yet.

So bed. Talk to me bed.
Have u ever wished you were the one lying on me instead of me on you?
I need you everynight.
I know there were somenights i didnt come back but bed i still miss u.
I wish u could talk.
Born dumb n mute n flat is a tragedy. Piti u.
I will find a cure for u.
But if you are hopeless, i guess i just have to love you just the way you are.