Who understands... sad...

I feel like a failure! But i know i am not... No being knows how hurt i am... NO BEING knows how sad i feel... i feel sad. I am unheard... thats why i said "i give up!"... however bored u all feel... please understand how many hundred times more is the "boredness" in me... "bored" cuz no one is interested in learning...not because i don wanna teach! BORED!!!! SIANZ!!!! I wanna QUIT seeing this! Not because i give up easily... but... i DON wanna turn a nasty guy jus for u all to listen to me. U all wanna listen then listen... if not... forget it. (shake my head)... Maybe i am jus not worth being heard. how i wish someone come up and give me a hand... If this continues i will QUIT! I will jus do my part... AHHHHhhhhh!!! No one understands! AHHHHHhhhhh!!!! I am on the verge of breaking down... no more nonsense please! Help me... God...