God are u telling me something?

" If you are not going to do anything at all but wait... "
(She sits there alone... waiting for someone to approach...)
"Let me wait a while more, " I tell myself...
The look of her just melts my heart... like fine chocolate in your tongue...
She is looking my way... *blushes*
"Hey! Erm... m.. ..
Before i could finish, She smiles... ... not at me... but someone else... they started talking.
Felt so... uneasy. Searching around for an imaginary house-fly. Looked up.
She left in his arms...
Smiling and enjoying each other's company...
me, Left alone.
"God, i heard something... i think my heart broke. Fix it back... God."
i Woke up! What a dream... "Thank God!"
"wait... Are You trying to tell me something?"

Returned from worship practice, Tidying my room.
Grandfather came in (rare visit) , " Aey... *smiles*..." he flipped through my treasured photo album.
" Who's this Gal? Romance ar?" *smiles*
" No la just frens." I raised my voice so he can hear...
"Aey... *smiles* this gal good... this gal good."
" just frens la!" apparently he is not listening...maybe he cannot hear.
I looked up from tidying my printed scores...
* Nostalgic* It's her.
" God, are you trying to tell me something?"

Looking back at those photos in my blog... past few years...
Rembered what brother eric said ," Sometimes you must take action... Faith without action is useless!"
Flamming arrows cannot even scald my armoured heart... These words just pierced through.
"God will make a way."
Mmmm... Hey! You there typing... Jiaxing! Hey! Look at you! You are such a clown! Prideless and timid creature! Gentleman is never a word for U! Forget it!
Off you go Satan! Me a child of God!
Surely my smile will be a blessing to someone. Even if no one agrees, God nods.
My deepest trouble penned down and i am never ever going to carry it back...
Rejoice!