Passion-flooded

Just a mere "twing" of a high note in the early morning as i was reading my daily devotional brightens up the dawn. Jason was there playing the guitar. And another arppegio of notes highlighted the chirping of cheerful sparrows. I looked out of the window as if in a "fermata" daze. As God swings His baton down again, a Symphony begins. May i join in? "Yes you are a part of this wonderful creation!"
"Awesome!" Tats how i feel! " Totally Awesome! Awesome God!!!"

Music really captivates me. When they really do bring out a meaning! But i never seem to be able to master this. All the scales and modes are the A B Cs... the intervals forming words... the progressions forming sentences... the thing is what brings these things to sense? How can a mere note out of a chord send tears down my cheek and another bring me to cloud9? And why does a fast rhythm causes adrenaline rush?

Too bad i am retard to reading jumpy music notes. Brain is underdeveloped at tat side. lol! Language idiot i call myself. Even now i know i have lots of grammer errors yet i do not know where. Nono... a weak limb can never stop me from running. Strengthen the Limb! Till i can Gallop with such grace! Only God can make a change.

God created eagles which roam the skies! Eagles find pleasure in flying cuz they are made to fly. Penguines find pleasure in tap dancing! Lol! And horses gallop with such elegance you can almost see them smile. Take a closer look and you see few who are perfect for this natural gift. Eagles do flap their wings in desperation before, horses do stumble. I just need to knock a few more times before the gift ripen.

Shopping for a cleassical guitarre

All those shiny and smooth surfaces and hour glass figures captivated mi Man! Wooden Grains on the tops running like lines drawn by rulers... and the price? 1000+s... That's a beauty man!

So, wada u looking for kid?, "Spruce tops.. allows potential for seasoning... cedar tops, no seasoning but nice bassy sound..." "... Try them!"

I finally set my heart upon this C2 guitar! If vincent(the sales guy) find one with bear claws( marks on wood tat will give nice tones), i will settle down on this model! Priced at $450! Lol! Thank God for my abundance!

Love God! Love Church! and Love your Gift!

Money... is this what we are working for?

A juicy $50 in my wallet! Mmm... buy some chocolate?

" U better save up for UNI ar! I am not going to pay for you!" said mummy...
" save up some money for your bus fare..." the imaginary Me said, " ...and remember to give $50 to mom... learn to do it. And learn to give more by faith to the church... How aboout your Faith pledge?? Learn to have Faith! But if you do not save and just spend wildly, no money is going to fall from the sky!..."

Imaginary me speak again, " didn't you wanna save up for this $562 classical C-2 guitar? "... " forget it!"...

The army pay is not really pathetically pathetic, it is enough... but not enough to give and expect to save ... moreover... it is allowance and not salary. God gave me a dollar to use... put the dollar in the bank and eat humbly? Use up the dollar to enjoy myself to fullest? Or give it to church in need and eat humbly? Or give it to church, in expectation of a double fold return from God --- Remember, money don't fall from the sky!!! Moreover God won't give u everything u ask unless you ask with self-less purpose. Wrong thinking!

Money is creating Trouble? Not at all tat i see... Instead it is my Black-hole desire for more things that is troubling... hey i want this and i want that... giving myself excuses for why i need it so badly... actually i do not...well... I need to change.

But in the end...

I tried this ice wine Chocolate, this vanilla wine... champange... and many other chocolates at Chocz... summing up to $5++ ... Wat an enjoyment! Thank God! I saved the rest.