Money... is this what we are working for?

A juicy $50 in my wallet! Mmm... buy some chocolate?

" U better save up for UNI ar! I am not going to pay for you!" said mummy...
" save up some money for your bus fare..." the imaginary Me said, " ...and remember to give $50 to mom... learn to do it. And learn to give more by faith to the church... How aboout your Faith pledge?? Learn to have Faith! But if you do not save and just spend wildly, no money is going to fall from the sky!..."

Imaginary me speak again, " didn't you wanna save up for this $562 classical C-2 guitar? "... " forget it!"...

The army pay is not really pathetically pathetic, it is enough... but not enough to give and expect to save ... moreover... it is allowance and not salary. God gave me a dollar to use... put the dollar in the bank and eat humbly? Use up the dollar to enjoy myself to fullest? Or give it to church in need and eat humbly? Or give it to church, in expectation of a double fold return from God --- Remember, money don't fall from the sky!!! Moreover God won't give u everything u ask unless you ask with self-less purpose. Wrong thinking!

Money is creating Trouble? Not at all tat i see... Instead it is my Black-hole desire for more things that is troubling... hey i want this and i want that... giving myself excuses for why i need it so badly... actually i do not...well... I need to change.

But in the end...

I tried this ice wine Chocolate, this vanilla wine... champange... and many other chocolates at Chocz... summing up to $5++ ... Wat an enjoyment! Thank God! I saved the rest.