There is no place i can be as honest

Truly i am dying inside to get away from all form of pretense.

Ever since i was born, what i am made to do has two purposes to it.
First is for survival, second is to appease the Giant of whom i call "Public".

In layman terms, what i do is first determined by mortal needs
and next is to conform to the world of how things should be perceived.

Nothing means more than living like who i am.
In no way of expressing anything to oppose myself.

In this lustful world, money and fame dangerously attract many to its glamor.
Money is nothing without the resources it can purchase.
Power of fame is nothing if its influence is not at all beneficial to mankind,
such powerful individuals are mere control freaks.

Anyway, i am happy as i am.. passing by this generation of humans and
happy to leave it without a trace.
Sometimes people say, you must first be the change you want to see in the world.
I see there needs to be a change, but i am uselessly unmotivated and disgusted
by the zeal of the Giants whose motives i do not agree with.

... i am not finished yet.