Dreams...

I'm learning to rest in the Lord... and trying to discipline myself...
and asking God for help to change my character to be more like Jesus.

But ... Strange ... I am getting more and more dreams... I wonder where these dreams are from...
I see myself so sinful and many many more bad characters in my dreams...
Maybe these are areas i must improve and change on...
I am greatly impact and touched and changed by some of my dreams... hopefully it is for the better...

Also ... I keep getting paralysed on bed... and some dreams are just a preview for my days ahead...

Ai... Shouldn't say too much cuz i am still not sure if it is from God...

... perhaps i'm jus too stressed...

Haha... Maybe I got a brain tumour and is getting some of the symptoms...

Jus have the ask God for the answer during my QT...

And Praise God for giving so much Strength and energy to last through these 2 weeks of Exam stress and torture... I will be in IMH by now if not for God's comforting presence...
One more week to go!!!!
I really see myself changed... Even more hardworking and determined than usual!!! Thinking back... the playful OLD boy who plays Dota and Gameboy Advance all day(Megaman battle network)...and watch childish cartoons...(Confession is good)... is now sitting down for a real time study! Haha!!! No more childish games for grown up Xingxing!

Prepare your life to face the judgement day for it is near...

How embarassing if God ask... "What do you have to say for that long hours spent watching Pokemon and Digimon at 18 years of age?"... should i say... " Erm... ---I WanNa be a hEro! POkeMoN---!" or... " Where is my digivice?"... worse still... "MegaMan! JAck IN! I'll send u more chips!"

Haiz... I'll jus confess.. " I jus wanna love my didi more by understanding his interest."... I hope my family will all be saved by then...