Oh no... Getting all confused...

Sometimes... I got a strike back of emotions... then all emotions gone again...
How to describe...
Like u got shot in the heart and ... Aey... actually it is an air gun. Complicated.

It is all about LOVE... the World is full of False love... Many are hurt as a result...
Only if one truely understand that Love is from God... The true and unconditional love...
How good if i know this earlier... But at least now i know...

Sometimes... thinking about it... being jus friends is still better. Much better.

... deep in thought...
[And! Thinking too much is not good too... maybe it will give you a better memory as a result... but also... more wrinkles and more worries too... (from inspection)...]

Haha! WOrry-free and trust in the Lord with all thine heart i have learnt... still learning...

while writting a letter for my pen pal... i realise how childish i was then...

Excited... how is my life going to change from this point onwards... Dreaming...(realise i'm not thinking)... ( not worrying too)... for all is planned for my own good...
Will i be a doctor saving lives? An engineer doing expt.? A fighter pilot enjoying the speed? A drummer in studio doing recording? A freelance artist pouring out creative brain juice? A teacher nurturing young lives?

I admit i was greatly impact when Reverend Lau stared at me and asked...
"What is you DREAM?"
Of course, obviously, i was dreaming during the preaching so i got a shock.
I almost replied..." Char Sow Rice!" cuz lunch time is near...Haha

(Jus like that Friday when Pastor Steven talked about "what Drives your life?"
When he asked..." What drives you to church?" I was actually thinking about *bus 854*...Alamak!!! What am i thinking!!!)

But i still answered:"Still dreaming..."...SO... What is my dream?
... I will have to pray hard for God's leading...And Praise the Lord for such a nice day!