Confusion!

I am now confused whether that idea of going SAF Band is from God or from myself!
But as Pastor Steven said... I should just grab any chance that come my way... If it is GOd's will then He will open doors... If not then the doors will be closed.
Ok! I have finally decided to try for Air force again! That was one of my dream btw... so pray hard God will bless me as He always does.
My plan now will be just to fight my way into OCS then to Air Force... At the same time I will go and try for SAF Band... Lets wait and see which doors will be open and which will be closed...
It is just a small matter la... Cuz it is just a vocation in army and not my lift time occupation... moreover... It is only a temporal matter... The Eternal things that have to be done will be God's purpose... That's truely for Eternity!