I'm back

Time flies huh... Looks like i have stopped blogging for a quite few months. Haha... I'm BACK!
Wa... really THank God for a place in NUS in BioEngineering. Previously i tot i was going to be a nurse one day... after a interview in nursing... Haha.. and i answered the interviewers stupidly... that's the result when you don't seek God to help ya! HAha... Too embarassed to tell anyone what i answered. HAha. ( donno why i feel like a clown nowadays... every answer i gave seems like a joke) SO... I just drift around and just let God steer me to where i nid to go. He close and open doors and then close and then open doors for me and... I was quite lost at first but DOnno is it my hack-care attitude... i don't really worry much about what i will do in future. Not a good thing to model... brothers and sisters out there... pls do not adopt this attitude i have cuz i have bin prayin hard... beli hard.. that within this year i wanna 2B diff. no more old JX... But one with a character like My besT Fren... My saviour.

Btw... watched MI2 yesterday and Haha... Great movie. Tom looks like one of my officer in camp.. haha. Very excitin movie... but all the operations are too smooth 2B humanly possible. haha. and the wepons pop out from nowhere and haha... when Cruise was asked how many rounds left 2 kill... he said enuf... Wa I tot alot man... then He shot 1 and killed... and haha... "I finished mine too" cool.

However, there is 1 thing i am worried about. My intellect seems to be plunging. Soldiers are not supposed to think. I was being told one day. Haiz.. well, too bad. If that's how they define discipline, i have got no power to defy authority. Cuz they emphasized again and again, Insubordination can be charged. And u know- GUARD DUTY! Ahh! Thank God that this month i will have no guard duty so... Haha... HAha!!! Freedom!!! I'm free!

Oh no... I really nid to spend more effort on my quiet time nowadays ... words = sleeping pills. Really nid to pray hard for the passion...