How bad can someone hurt you without knowing it???

I like a girl.

But, the girl don't feel the same.
(I really hope the story ends here... no... it gets more and more exciting!!!!)

I wouldn't like her if she had not responded is a way i would misunderstand... Ok now i get it but... she just can't understand that it is not easy to forget her. And I need time to adjust.

Ok we are friends.

I don't want to be too close to you.
Basically i am ignoring you.

But...
You keep looking for me now and then
because you need some help
So.
I help you as a friend :)
I am starting to hurt just when you say ok.. tats it.. bye bye.

You are bored so we went out for a night...
and hear you talk about how you miss a guy you like.
I thought that hurts... ok... I listen and yea... i know you like him... so can you leave me alone?!!

When you asked me whether anyone will like you...
I said there is surely someone who like you... and i talk of your goodness
and,
You said no.. no one like you.
And I am just a kind OLD man
This really fuels burning sensation on my wound.... Let me DIE!!! GO AWAY!!!

No one was free to support your competition
So i went to gave you support.
You asked me to take a video of you so i did.
CLIMAX!!!!
""!!!!!!!Then you ask me to secretly take a photo of that guy you like!!!!!"""""
I almost did.
JUST don't do such thing to me please!!!

Anyone understand how painful it is and how hard it is to bear such torture from a seemingly innocent girl.

Ok.. you got into finals and everyone is congratulating you..
Me too... And You look sad...
Why??
Becuse the guy you like did not get in.
So now the guy come and console you!!! You got in???!!!
So I am really lost.. just leave me alone from now on...
I am really brokened, sprinkled with vinegar and burnt with acid.

All these would be simplier only if... i don't like you.
It would be really easy.
But Why did i like you lei?
Beats me to find the answer... why did i like you in the first place?
Why can't i "don't feel anything" for you?
I don't feel anything for all other girls... mm... except one in JC. Tats really history and she was kind enough to handle it well. Thanks for that.
Why can't you just leave me alone?
Why can't i just ignore you? Why do i always answer your call and reply your sms? I can't bear not to do it. But i did ignore many people including my most respected figure... sad to say i am irresponsible TTM!

Wads my plan?
Give it to God will be the best answer.
But... I mean...
I like you... but i don't want myself to like you... can that be controlled??
I never even think of liking you or fantasize of having a girlfriend...
I don't want a girl friend!!! But i like you?
It is now that i wonder if i am schizophrenic?

So... give what to God???
God if you were to know this I would want you to understand that...
Yes i understand how it feels now when You like me so much... yet i just look for you when i need you... or even tell you about other idols in my life. What a pain... i know i know... so is it time you remove this "liking" or what chemicals causing me to "like" her? A feeling of crush that won't leave me... That!!! Is what i think you have put in me to share your pain... I know i know... but it is really too much for my inexperienced heart. Thanks if you reply fast. That will be greatly appreciated.. in fact i will love you :) I mean i actually had forgotten you to be honest... but deep in me i know you are always doing something for me when i need you... and i label you just as a "friend"... What a torture.... Yea yea i know.. I am sorry.