Thursday, January 15, 2015
Congratulations! You found it!
Now i am 28 years old and I have known this girl Jiin for 5 years.
She is my best friend.
My cutest baby and stupid dancing sloth!
I'm very blessed to know this girl and I want to be with her as long as I can.
Tomorrow I'm going to London and I want to give Jiin a message right here.
Hello baby Jiin.
I'm baby Harry. I'm sorry I never give you any surprise this valentine's day. I ran out of ideas. Thank you for accepting my humble flowers I pluck from nature. You are the best girl I know. I want to say I love you.
Tomorrow I will be on my way to London
I will miss your cuteness and dance moves.
Wait for me to come back i will prepare you a nice gift from London.
Have fun!
Have adventure time!
yours Sincerely,
Baby Harry.
Flying off... while you read this...
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to be continued...
Sunday, April 15, 2012
25 years old
I am 25 this year. Times changed, I changed even more. Has been 1 year since I last blogged.
I have a girlfriend Jiin.
I'm a second year nafa percussionist.
I'm definitely more confident about myself. And as this blog suggest... live for a purpose, I am.
motivation moves you.
Determination Carries you far..
action tells about you.
Cushion... LoL.. We all need a good cushion.
How long will this blog go? It has been 8 years long of my thoughts... Time to make a change in the way my post relieve me of my stress as well as motivates me in life.
Certainly past 1 year changed my life.
I was in major depression 2 times. A few minor ones... but it teach me about life.
I'm more zen than EVER.
still love you God that's true. I know.
I have a girlfriend Jiin.
I'm a second year nafa percussionist.
I'm definitely more confident about myself. And as this blog suggest... live for a purpose, I am.
motivation moves you.
Determination Carries you far..
action tells about you.
Cushion... LoL.. We all need a good cushion.
How long will this blog go? It has been 8 years long of my thoughts... Time to make a change in the way my post relieve me of my stress as well as motivates me in life.
Certainly past 1 year changed my life.
I was in major depression 2 times. A few minor ones... but it teach me about life.
I'm more zen than EVER.
still love you God that's true. I know.
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Thursday, June 30, 2011
Out of e reservice
How did I put on 2.5 kg in 10days.
10 Days in camp June 2011.
Day 1.(Monday)
At home i weigh myself.
56kg.
I was late and i got charged.
I saw many old time friends and got excited.
Some grew fatter some looked impressive!
Ran with my old buddy for 3 rounds round the track and my leg cramp for 1 week. LOL!
Day 2.
Good food good talking and good times sleeping in bunk.
Workout.
Day 3.
Practice some drums with my drumsticks and went around catching up.
Workout.
Day 4.
Got tired and sleep whole day.
Day 5.
Sleep another day.
Day 6.
Sleep 1 more day :D.
Book out.
Day 7. (Sunday)
Go church.
Went to school to practice.
Book in.
Ran and work out.
Day 8.
Play chess.
Day 9.
Play more chess and work out.
Day 10.
Play chess, Go drink a sip of beer(not too much in case i get rashes)
Sing KTV in the sergeant mess.
Day 11.
Book out.
Old buddy drove me home, and the car started smoking.
Wait for rescue from his dad n i went home by bus.
Put my feet on the weighing scale and i m
58.5 kg.
10 Days in camp June 2011.
Day 1.(Monday)
At home i weigh myself.
56kg.
I was late and i got charged.
I saw many old time friends and got excited.
Some grew fatter some looked impressive!
Ran with my old buddy for 3 rounds round the track and my leg cramp for 1 week. LOL!
Day 2.
Good food good talking and good times sleeping in bunk.
Workout.
Day 3.
Practice some drums with my drumsticks and went around catching up.
Workout.
Day 4.
Got tired and sleep whole day.
Day 5.
Sleep another day.
Day 6.
Sleep 1 more day :D.
Book out.
Day 7. (Sunday)
Go church.
Went to school to practice.
Book in.
Ran and work out.
Day 8.
Play chess.
Day 9.
Play more chess and work out.
Day 10.
Play chess, Go drink a sip of beer(not too much in case i get rashes)
Sing KTV in the sergeant mess.
Day 11.
Book out.
Old buddy drove me home, and the car started smoking.
Wait for rescue from his dad n i went home by bus.
Put my feet on the weighing scale and i m
58.5 kg.
Monday, January 03, 2011
Aching
Body.
Mind.
Heart.
Collapse.
I dont like people coughing in my face.
Now i m sick.
Wonderful day!
I play n play.
I m alone,
but not lonely.
Great day!
Troubles fly away!
Mayday!
Whoo!
Mind.
Heart.
Collapse.
I dont like people coughing in my face.
Now i m sick.
Wonderful day!
I play n play.
I m alone,
but not lonely.
Great day!
Troubles fly away!
Mayday!
Whoo!
Sunday, January 02, 2011
First post 2011
Every since 1 jan...
i have not talked to anyone.
Everynight lie on bed but cant sleep.
But i have done alot of things.
I went many places.
I met many people.
All in my dreams.
I was the healthiest man to lie in bed for 3 days.
As i moved tonight,
I wrote my resolution.
Life is like a breeze,
Cold and short.
I wrote.
I am Bai Jiaxing.
2011.
I m y.
Then now i m going to roll back to bed.
Living vegetable.
BUT TML! I HAVE A PLAN!
I m going to be.
I m.
I m Bai Jiaxing!
I m going to be Bai Jiaxing!
Just wondering hows Jiin.
Just wondering, but not going to find out yet.
So bed. Talk to me bed.
Have u ever wished you were the one lying on me instead of me on you?
I need you everynight.
I know there were somenights i didnt come back but bed i still miss u.
I wish u could talk.
Born dumb n mute n flat is a tragedy. Piti u.
I will find a cure for u.
But if you are hopeless, i guess i just have to love you just the way you are.
i have not talked to anyone.
Everynight lie on bed but cant sleep.
But i have done alot of things.
I went many places.
I met many people.
All in my dreams.
I was the healthiest man to lie in bed for 3 days.
As i moved tonight,
I wrote my resolution.
Life is like a breeze,
Cold and short.
I wrote.
I am Bai Jiaxing.
2011.
I m y.
Then now i m going to roll back to bed.
Living vegetable.
BUT TML! I HAVE A PLAN!
I m going to be.
I m.
I m Bai Jiaxing!
I m going to be Bai Jiaxing!
Just wondering hows Jiin.
Just wondering, but not going to find out yet.
So bed. Talk to me bed.
Have u ever wished you were the one lying on me instead of me on you?
I need you everynight.
I know there were somenights i didnt come back but bed i still miss u.
I wish u could talk.
Born dumb n mute n flat is a tragedy. Piti u.
I will find a cure for u.
But if you are hopeless, i guess i just have to love you just the way you are.
Friday, December 31, 2010
Last day of 2010
I m right in school all alone teaching drums and after which go home to sleep.
I m sad.
XD!!! Happy New Year!
The subway auntie said.
I dao her... LOL!
I m evil today. XD
Tonight i will assemble my drumset.XD Cheer up!
I m sad.
XD!!! Happy New Year!
The subway auntie said.
I dao her... LOL!
I m evil today. XD
Tonight i will assemble my drumset.XD Cheer up!
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Drums n work
I had a weird dream.
I was too busy with school, drums and work.
My student's mom called me and told me my student was sad cuz i didnt turn up for his birthday party.
I had lots of stuff to settle, makeup lessons, school, drums and friends.
I woke up n i cant sleep.
I realise i really need to have a life other than my routine.
I have an ambition.
Maybe it is not strong enuf.
I need a life tats all.
I will rest well to do another good fight next year n be more sensitive to frens.
2011.
I was too busy with school, drums and work.
My student's mom called me and told me my student was sad cuz i didnt turn up for his birthday party.
I had lots of stuff to settle, makeup lessons, school, drums and friends.
I woke up n i cant sleep.
I realise i really need to have a life other than my routine.
I have an ambition.
Maybe it is not strong enuf.
I need a life tats all.
I will rest well to do another good fight next year n be more sensitive to frens.
2011.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
life is funny.
When i m free no one msn me.
When i was rushing for time,
i get 1 call and 5 ppl talking to me about different things.
Life is funny.
Now i m free again n life goes back to lonely mode.
When i was rushing for time,
i get 1 call and 5 ppl talking to me about different things.
Life is funny.
Now i m free again n life goes back to lonely mode.
Ignored
As i wanna tok to kena again i think i got ignored. -_-lll
Wad a tragedy. LOL!
As i was stoning and recovering from being ignored... a girl tap my hand gently and i WOAH! got a shock of my life. She is a deaf girl selling keychains... I bought one.
I guess i was a bastard. LOL...
Life cannot UNDO.
if can... i wont eat shit.
if can... i will want to be a drummer.
REPOST.
Ok. Kena didnt ignore me. Same she ask me to help her on scholarship and module registration and fees payment.
A friend in need is a friend indeed. I wont be a bastard anymore.
Jamming... i listened to 3 songs today... I wrote them down, and i play it for the first time. My band says, good. I m in fact impressive... i guess they donno i m perfecting another drummer's playing in first playing. But then with pride comes defeat... i m a really arrogant bastard. But my dream... i wish... i long to give glory to my God. Nvm...
I suddenly remembered part of my dream.
2 guys were drinking baby goldfish from a beer jug using straw! The guy nearer to me offered me some and i drank... n suck 1 baby goldfish from the straw and chew. OMG... i m sick! I was a woman in white bikini. And later on i was in a very narrow pool having sun tan. Applied sunblock n i showed the girl infront of me my Ultra white complexion n she was jealous. I m really an arrogant bastard... I cant remb much after tat, my grandma started screaming n i cant sleep.
Being woman is complicated. I dont like complicated woman.
Wad a tragedy. LOL!
As i was stoning and recovering from being ignored... a girl tap my hand gently and i WOAH! got a shock of my life. She is a deaf girl selling keychains... I bought one.
I guess i was a bastard. LOL...
Life cannot UNDO.
if can... i wont eat shit.
if can... i will want to be a drummer.
REPOST.
Ok. Kena didnt ignore me. Same she ask me to help her on scholarship and module registration and fees payment.
A friend in need is a friend indeed. I wont be a bastard anymore.
Jamming... i listened to 3 songs today... I wrote them down, and i play it for the first time. My band says, good. I m in fact impressive... i guess they donno i m perfecting another drummer's playing in first playing. But then with pride comes defeat... i m a really arrogant bastard. But my dream... i wish... i long to give glory to my God. Nvm...
I suddenly remembered part of my dream.
2 guys were drinking baby goldfish from a beer jug using straw! The guy nearer to me offered me some and i drank... n suck 1 baby goldfish from the straw and chew. OMG... i m sick! I was a woman in white bikini. And later on i was in a very narrow pool having sun tan. Applied sunblock n i showed the girl infront of me my Ultra white complexion n she was jealous. I m really an arrogant bastard... I cant remb much after tat, my grandma started screaming n i cant sleep.
Being woman is complicated. I dont like complicated woman.
Monday, December 27, 2010
Daily horoscope
Says again...
Now i know why people don't write their own horoscope.
Because if someone write a horoscope for you...
You can blame others if your life did not turn out as it says.
I shall stop writing my horoscope.
Daily adventures!!
Learn 2 J pop songs, Practice percussion ensemble, Rhythm song, Monster solo, and Go jamming With my dreaded.. nightmare.. seriously i don't want to go.. I will tell them tonight.
In summary : Go out... Play drums... Go home.
I m enlightened!
I should go answer Kena about the module registration and be nice to answering her question. Because she needs help and i am a friend... Cannot ignore a friend.
Yesterday donno is my abs pain or my stomach pain...
Strange pain feeling... maybe i having cramps...
I dreamt i was a girl. LOL!
and guys flirt with me. Now i think of it i think it is an interesting feeling.
The feeling is scary... yet fulfilling cuz you know people admire your youth.
No wonder i have cramps when i wake up.
But then when women grow old... they talk very loud and continuously...
My grandma recently wakes up at 5am everyday and started talking very loudly continuously... In my head... I was counting how long she pause between her words...
Ai yo Ah! Bla bla bla bla bla bla! pause... ( i count 1.. 2...) Ah!! Bla bla blah blah blah!!! pause... (i count 1..) Ah Kong! Blah blah blah!!! ( 1... 2... 3... yeah... stopped) AEY!! AEY! AEY! Blah blah blah!!! ... I kept counting till she finally went out of the house for a daily walk at 6am.
This is a very interesting creature i have in my house... Why do humans want to talk so loud? Maybe because my granddad is half deaf. And why she repeat the same things over and over and over without losing her vigor?
Does this human instinct serve any purpose?
Soon i will realise..
But interestingly, with more words means she use more of her brain... and she is much much healthier than my quiet granddad.
Talking prevents sickness!
HEY!! I think this could be a plausible hypothesis!
Next time i will try to talk more and respond more vigourously.
Now i know why people don't write their own horoscope.
Because if someone write a horoscope for you...
You can blame others if your life did not turn out as it says.
I shall stop writing my horoscope.
Daily adventures!!
Learn 2 J pop songs, Practice percussion ensemble, Rhythm song, Monster solo, and Go jamming With my dreaded.. nightmare.. seriously i don't want to go.. I will tell them tonight.
In summary : Go out... Play drums... Go home.
I m enlightened!
I should go answer Kena about the module registration and be nice to answering her question. Because she needs help and i am a friend... Cannot ignore a friend.
Yesterday donno is my abs pain or my stomach pain...
Strange pain feeling... maybe i having cramps...
I dreamt i was a girl. LOL!
and guys flirt with me. Now i think of it i think it is an interesting feeling.
The feeling is scary... yet fulfilling cuz you know people admire your youth.
No wonder i have cramps when i wake up.
But then when women grow old... they talk very loud and continuously...
My grandma recently wakes up at 5am everyday and started talking very loudly continuously... In my head... I was counting how long she pause between her words...
Ai yo Ah! Bla bla bla bla bla bla! pause... ( i count 1.. 2...) Ah!! Bla bla blah blah blah!!! pause... (i count 1..) Ah Kong! Blah blah blah!!! ( 1... 2... 3... yeah... stopped) AEY!! AEY! AEY! Blah blah blah!!! ... I kept counting till she finally went out of the house for a daily walk at 6am.
This is a very interesting creature i have in my house... Why do humans want to talk so loud? Maybe because my granddad is half deaf. And why she repeat the same things over and over and over without losing her vigor?
Does this human instinct serve any purpose?
Soon i will realise..
But interestingly, with more words means she use more of her brain... and she is much much healthier than my quiet granddad.
Talking prevents sickness!
HEY!! I think this could be a plausible hypothesis!
Next time i will try to talk more and respond more vigourously.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
my daily horoscope
Says...
You will wake up late despite sleeping early.
You will eat indian pastry for breakfast.
You will have a great time in school and a great time at work.
And you will try to kill a friend with a gun, but no one will be killed. You miss your friend.
Hahaha!
Anw, yestderday i dreamt i was spiderman.
I love the feeling.
Always wanted to jump down buildings... But the story of my dream was AWESOME!!
I m sure it will make a great movie! I must record it down tonight.
You will wake up late despite sleeping early.
You will eat indian pastry for breakfast.
You will have a great time in school and a great time at work.
And you will try to kill a friend with a gun, but no one will be killed. You miss your friend.
Hahaha!
Anw, yestderday i dreamt i was spiderman.
I love the feeling.
Always wanted to jump down buildings... But the story of my dream was AWESOME!!
I m sure it will make a great movie! I must record it down tonight.
Sunday
Instead of heading to old folks church, i went to the gym early in the morning.
I really think at this point of life we need a dream! Big dream!
Then plan a journey to go there. Life will surprise u.
I always wonder what was the dream of a pastor when they were younger? Impact lives? Run a big church? Maybe it is just a calling.
I seldom have calling. People message me most of the time. Maybe God you could have msn? I got a few questions for you. I m interested in you.
Sharlene msn me today.
Sharlene: How are you?
Jiaxing: Good. You?
Sharlene: Good.
Tats all. Maybe she was trying to keep in touch. I appreciate that. :)
Little sheryl is going TKGS... just in case i forget. Psle 240.
Sometimes it is good to have just a few friends that matters. So i wont miss out any.
Of course Jiin... donno where to put her. She is a stranger yet an excellent friend. Maybe for now i will put her as... msn buddy. Workout buddy? Image consultant? LOLz! Personal comedian! Tats for sure! Interesting fren! Female clone!
I suddenly think of roti prata!
I really think at this point of life we need a dream! Big dream!
Then plan a journey to go there. Life will surprise u.
I always wonder what was the dream of a pastor when they were younger? Impact lives? Run a big church? Maybe it is just a calling.
I seldom have calling. People message me most of the time. Maybe God you could have msn? I got a few questions for you. I m interested in you.
Sharlene msn me today.
Sharlene: How are you?
Jiaxing: Good. You?
Sharlene: Good.
Tats all. Maybe she was trying to keep in touch. I appreciate that. :)
Little sheryl is going TKGS... just in case i forget. Psle 240.
Sometimes it is good to have just a few friends that matters. So i wont miss out any.
Of course Jiin... donno where to put her. She is a stranger yet an excellent friend. Maybe for now i will put her as... msn buddy. Workout buddy? Image consultant? LOLz! Personal comedian! Tats for sure! Interesting fren! Female clone!
I suddenly think of roti prata!
Saturday, December 25, 2010
I choose...
Church, 20 old folks, 2 baby boys.
Me? I cant decide my status.
I cant connect wif ppl.
I came and i went telling a lie that i m meeting my frens but looking for an execuse to go.
I went to watch movie n had my dinner.
Tml is sunday service. I really donno should i go.
I m starting to feel outcasted n lonely even though there r humans all around me.
Or i can go gym, then go practice rhythm song.
Which will i choose?!
I wonder have anyone ever felt this feeling of stepping into church bubbly n happy and leaving emo n outcasted n drained. Well then y should i do that?! Lol! I have decided. God lets go gym tml! Me n you. Is tat cool or awesome! Yea! I m sure God will be happy to see me happy instead of lonely and sleepy n wasting my time.
Tats it :) Now i m a happy man :D
I donno if Elim will understand. At least i m doing something constructive to solve my depression. I pat myself. Good job boy, u r growing up.
I miss you. Cuz no one has ever made me laugh like that.
U r the first n prolly the last.
Me? I cant decide my status.
I cant connect wif ppl.
I came and i went telling a lie that i m meeting my frens but looking for an execuse to go.
I went to watch movie n had my dinner.
Tml is sunday service. I really donno should i go.
I m starting to feel outcasted n lonely even though there r humans all around me.
Or i can go gym, then go practice rhythm song.
Which will i choose?!
I wonder have anyone ever felt this feeling of stepping into church bubbly n happy and leaving emo n outcasted n drained. Well then y should i do that?! Lol! I have decided. God lets go gym tml! Me n you. Is tat cool or awesome! Yea! I m sure God will be happy to see me happy instead of lonely and sleepy n wasting my time.
Tats it :) Now i m a happy man :D
I donno if Elim will understand. At least i m doing something constructive to solve my depression. I pat myself. Good job boy, u r growing up.
I miss you. Cuz no one has ever made me laugh like that.
U r the first n prolly the last.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Christmas!
I woke up early, tats amazing.
Must be the rashes, every year i tell myself i cant drink alot but i will eventually forget.
I think i need to go church today, Pastor elim n yee kei is in hk... i guess i m going to meet new frens in philos church.
Today i will wear red n white small stripes and look like a walking candy cane tat visited gym, wad tight fit Lol! I surprise myself! Woah! Gay. Perfect!
Yesterday! Today! Tomorrow! I need u to lie in bed whole weekend! Tat talking baby is so funny!
I find a friend very interesting.
Must be the rashes, every year i tell myself i cant drink alot but i will eventually forget.
I think i need to go church today, Pastor elim n yee kei is in hk... i guess i m going to meet new frens in philos church.
Today i will wear red n white small stripes and look like a walking candy cane tat visited gym, wad tight fit Lol! I surprise myself! Woah! Gay. Perfect!
Yesterday! Today! Tomorrow! I need u to lie in bed whole weekend! Tat talking baby is so funny!
I find a friend very interesting.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
So dead.
I m too nice.
Dont want to play...
How?
She sings out of tune.
I m trying to escape w/o being nasty.
How.
God save me T.T
!
I need a plan. Or tell e truth.
I work for professionals not K box. T.T torture torture...
Dont want to play...
How?
She sings out of tune.
I m trying to escape w/o being nasty.
How.
God save me T.T
!
I need a plan. Or tell e truth.
I work for professionals not K box. T.T torture torture...
结束了
就像东边莫名其妙飘过了几只飞天小猪。
没了。忧愁，焦虑通通消失了。
真是个没法捉摸的怪胎。
我今天很开心。圣诞前夕吗。。。 我觉得将有特别的事在今晚发生。
但是今晚我也没什么节目。 不就是教学吗。
好，我觉得该时间改变自己。
首先，我也没头绪。该往哪儿开始类？
好好好， 有了！！
我一直都想在灵性上的生命有重新的发展。。
就今天！我该读圣经，祷告，待祷。没太晚。
因为我今天没死！Hahahaha!
Anyway, This is my wish this christmas.
One chawanmushi!
Two Pokka green tea!
Three pan pizzas!
Four Takoyaki!
Five egg pratas!
Six pizzahut drumlets!
Seven onion rings!
Eight fried scallops!
Nine milky monster crabs!
Ten half done beef steaks!
Eleven 虾饺！
And Twelve plates of fresh Salmon sushi!
Fly fly fly fly!!! LOL! Fly around! Hahahaha!
没了。忧愁，焦虑通通消失了。
真是个没法捉摸的怪胎。
我今天很开心。圣诞前夕吗。。。 我觉得将有特别的事在今晚发生。
但是今晚我也没什么节目。 不就是教学吗。
好，我觉得该时间改变自己。
首先，我也没头绪。该往哪儿开始类？
好好好， 有了！！
我一直都想在灵性上的生命有重新的发展。。
就今天！我该读圣经，祷告，待祷。没太晚。
因为我今天没死！Hahahaha!
Anyway, This is my wish this christmas.
One chawanmushi!
Two Pokka green tea!
Three pan pizzas!
Four Takoyaki!
Five egg pratas!
Six pizzahut drumlets!
Seven onion rings!
Eight fried scallops!
Nine milky monster crabs!
Ten half done beef steaks!
Eleven 虾饺！
And Twelve plates of fresh Salmon sushi!
Fly fly fly fly!!! LOL! Fly around! Hahahaha!
Christmas eve
The night b4 christmas eve sleeping 7hours and wake up at 12 30am.
?!! O.o
But i had a nice dream.
Draggy random dream i have some problems recall.
My friends were with me. We went to a bar called influenz but i didn't drink. Maybe even in my sleep i also know it is not healthy to drink.
Then police came and collected all our ezlink cards?!
Then we went to eat supper... and i saw James and Luke?!
I was playing street fighter game with my 2nd brother??!!! And i was using... donno strange thing... i think it is a fat man but it is not Honda.. not Zangeef.
Very exciting! Oh ya!!! I remember now! Then i became the street fighter character and I became the Dragon ball kid! And my brother also. And I win with my life 2... and i wack my brother to hell!
And there was a scoccer match of 8-0!!! mm.. wait a minute... tats the news i watch b4 i sleep at 7pm.
And we wanted to go home cuz it is already 11 30pm... later no bus... But then we realised the police collected our ezlink card.
Then we went back to collect... Wa... the details i really got no mood to say here.... Ah... ok.. i will do it for science... people might find my dreams recalling skills worth investigating.
Further details.... I am really doing it purely for science... and i am really not liking this post anymore...
We were in the middle of a street with 2 tables.. i was eating Prata with my hands.
And then i asked Kun Jian what is he doing tomorrow for Christmas eve, He said he is going for chinese tuition. I said ok.. then i appeared at a tuition school... and the chinese was easy for me so i left.
Wee Siang was on the phone with someone else and James was talking to Luke.
When we decided to go collect our ez link... my secondary school friends behind me suggested they stay behind... Yee heng, jin chong and one more stange man i donno who.
3 of them stayed back to wait for a bus while 3 of us go back to collect Ez link.
We walked... But i was on a roller chair... James and Luke was driving home... And my bag strap got caught in the roller chair... James said : " Ah har... see la... your hair so long still want to sit roller chair... Hahahaha!" I say i got it... ok.. bye bye. (now it makes no sense to me at all) then i took out my bag strap and carried on.
I suggested we put our bags on the roller chair as we go on the journey... We got into many potholes on the pavement... rollerchair was not a good idea... but i was stubborn so we carried on pushing. Then Wee siang say.. very fast one... we are already on.. Gulliot road.. it is a very long very very very long road... I was like.. ok.. i believe you. Now i reacall.. it is -_-lll f****** LONG... so long i want to scold bad word!
I woke up. And not only that... my head was like... Why am i on bed? When did i sleep?
That i really dont want to record this... but, i slept at 7pm... to wake up at 12 30am.
Up next is a dream a day b4 23/12/10
Must i do this... not today... I am so depressed.
I was at a party in a very big auditorium.
Secondary school friends and some army friends... strange place... looks like cinema with bright lights... but the chairs look like in lecture halls of NUS.
I met my long lost friend Jack... he is as cool as usual... don't talk much to me.
There are many many strangers who are very nice to me.. i don't know them.
I went with a clique of friends... i know nobody... but we are friends. This is the weirdest thing i have felt. I told a girl... hey i don't drink... i will go sit down first... you all enjoy. the girl with curly brown hair and looks like young gloria esterfan... astounding pretty but i am really like... donno, don't feel any manhood in me at that time... She shouted.. "Hey! I cancelled... (i forgot) to come down this class gathering for you now you are leaving!! (very very angry girl here)..." Ok i stayed and drank sprite with a cherry... then i mingled with leonard...bla bla bla.. i totally forgot.
Then i was back to my seat next to Jack.. I m really depressed... i started reading this magazine about men's health... reading and reading... and i saw something really funny and started laughing! It is a man walking on a beach... ( i don't find it funny now) I lean very close to Jack's face and i elbowed his chest and look up... OMG!!! To my horror! It is a girl! I asked where is she from?! She said she is from class 1H. And her friends are all around me... OMG!!!! When did they appear?! I totally freak out inside me. They look extra angry.
This girl right beside me had black pony hail... and slanted eyes... i mean.. pretty slanted eyes... i mean... she is really pretty now when i recall.. but i stood up and shouted to Jack who is now beside her... Hey Jack! I thought that was you! Hey Jack! Jack never bother about me... I keep shouthing.. and...
I woke up.
Ok.. done.. wad a horror.
I think i am going to die soon.
Donno why.
I get this feeling every year and i will do very stupid things as if i was living my last day.
Today is my last day walking this earth...
I hope i had made some friends happy... perhaps care enough to come and spit on my coffin.
If i don't wake up tml and appears in the headlines of "mysterious death of a young man"
Don't freak out... i also donno how i am going to die... maybe i drowned in my dreams... no no... tat can't be.. i can breathe underwater and i have visited atlantis before...
Maybe i stayed there very long.. have a family.. grew old and fell sick and die.
I only got 1 thing i want to do... donate my organs.
They are extremely healthy. If you work hard enough on my heart... it might even pump again... just don't give up... and donate that too. And my brain... just dump it, junk.
Ok save my body for the coffin.
Funeral is no no no no for me please.. if really need..
read this note at my funeral.
" No matter how healthy you maybe,
Or even successful,
Treasure who you love and buy them flowers
Before you know it,
they might even return your love with more flowers
but on your grave."
add a Hahaha to end it.
It is meant to be a joke to cheer people up.
Thanks for being so helpful whoever is investigating my case.
Make sure you don't freak out... I am behind you now as you read this... Don't look back.
LOL! I am joking. Be sure to sleep early policeman.
And to Science...
I have 23 years long of history not to be studied by historians... Don't torture kids with history anymore.
It is for science i live.
If you ever find out the secret i am not telling you now.
I tell you... you will never find it before you die...
Because i got no secret.
Thanks for my nonsense.
Now back to sleep.
?!! O.o
But i had a nice dream.
Draggy random dream i have some problems recall.
My friends were with me. We went to a bar called influenz but i didn't drink. Maybe even in my sleep i also know it is not healthy to drink.
Then police came and collected all our ezlink cards?!
Then we went to eat supper... and i saw James and Luke?!
I was playing street fighter game with my 2nd brother??!!! And i was using... donno strange thing... i think it is a fat man but it is not Honda.. not Zangeef.
Very exciting! Oh ya!!! I remember now! Then i became the street fighter character and I became the Dragon ball kid! And my brother also. And I win with my life 2... and i wack my brother to hell!
And there was a scoccer match of 8-0!!! mm.. wait a minute... tats the news i watch b4 i sleep at 7pm.
And we wanted to go home cuz it is already 11 30pm... later no bus... But then we realised the police collected our ezlink card.
Then we went back to collect... Wa... the details i really got no mood to say here.... Ah... ok.. i will do it for science... people might find my dreams recalling skills worth investigating.
Further details.... I am really doing it purely for science... and i am really not liking this post anymore...
We were in the middle of a street with 2 tables.. i was eating Prata with my hands.
And then i asked Kun Jian what is he doing tomorrow for Christmas eve, He said he is going for chinese tuition. I said ok.. then i appeared at a tuition school... and the chinese was easy for me so i left.
Wee Siang was on the phone with someone else and James was talking to Luke.
When we decided to go collect our ez link... my secondary school friends behind me suggested they stay behind... Yee heng, jin chong and one more stange man i donno who.
3 of them stayed back to wait for a bus while 3 of us go back to collect Ez link.
We walked... But i was on a roller chair... James and Luke was driving home... And my bag strap got caught in the roller chair... James said : " Ah har... see la... your hair so long still want to sit roller chair... Hahahaha!" I say i got it... ok.. bye bye. (now it makes no sense to me at all) then i took out my bag strap and carried on.
I suggested we put our bags on the roller chair as we go on the journey... We got into many potholes on the pavement... rollerchair was not a good idea... but i was stubborn so we carried on pushing. Then Wee siang say.. very fast one... we are already on.. Gulliot road.. it is a very long very very very long road... I was like.. ok.. i believe you. Now i reacall.. it is -_-lll f****** LONG... so long i want to scold bad word!
I woke up. And not only that... my head was like... Why am i on bed? When did i sleep?
That i really dont want to record this... but, i slept at 7pm... to wake up at 12 30am.
Up next is a dream a day b4 23/12/10
Must i do this... not today... I am so depressed.
I was at a party in a very big auditorium.
Secondary school friends and some army friends... strange place... looks like cinema with bright lights... but the chairs look like in lecture halls of NUS.
I met my long lost friend Jack... he is as cool as usual... don't talk much to me.
There are many many strangers who are very nice to me.. i don't know them.
I went with a clique of friends... i know nobody... but we are friends. This is the weirdest thing i have felt. I told a girl... hey i don't drink... i will go sit down first... you all enjoy. the girl with curly brown hair and looks like young gloria esterfan... astounding pretty but i am really like... donno, don't feel any manhood in me at that time... She shouted.. "Hey! I cancelled... (i forgot) to come down this class gathering for you now you are leaving!! (very very angry girl here)..." Ok i stayed and drank sprite with a cherry... then i mingled with leonard...bla bla bla.. i totally forgot.
Then i was back to my seat next to Jack.. I m really depressed... i started reading this magazine about men's health... reading and reading... and i saw something really funny and started laughing! It is a man walking on a beach... ( i don't find it funny now) I lean very close to Jack's face and i elbowed his chest and look up... OMG!!! To my horror! It is a girl! I asked where is she from?! She said she is from class 1H. And her friends are all around me... OMG!!!! When did they appear?! I totally freak out inside me. They look extra angry.
This girl right beside me had black pony hail... and slanted eyes... i mean.. pretty slanted eyes... i mean... she is really pretty now when i recall.. but i stood up and shouted to Jack who is now beside her... Hey Jack! I thought that was you! Hey Jack! Jack never bother about me... I keep shouthing.. and...
I woke up.
Ok.. done.. wad a horror.
I think i am going to die soon.
Donno why.
I get this feeling every year and i will do very stupid things as if i was living my last day.
Today is my last day walking this earth...
I hope i had made some friends happy... perhaps care enough to come and spit on my coffin.
If i don't wake up tml and appears in the headlines of "mysterious death of a young man"
Don't freak out... i also donno how i am going to die... maybe i drowned in my dreams... no no... tat can't be.. i can breathe underwater and i have visited atlantis before...
Maybe i stayed there very long.. have a family.. grew old and fell sick and die.
I only got 1 thing i want to do... donate my organs.
They are extremely healthy. If you work hard enough on my heart... it might even pump again... just don't give up... and donate that too. And my brain... just dump it, junk.
Ok save my body for the coffin.
Funeral is no no no no for me please.. if really need..
read this note at my funeral.
" No matter how healthy you maybe,
Or even successful,
Treasure who you love and buy them flowers
Before you know it,
they might even return your love with more flowers
but on your grave."
add a Hahaha to end it.
It is meant to be a joke to cheer people up.
Thanks for being so helpful whoever is investigating my case.
Make sure you don't freak out... I am behind you now as you read this... Don't look back.
LOL! I am joking. Be sure to sleep early policeman.
And to Science...
I have 23 years long of history not to be studied by historians... Don't torture kids with history anymore.
It is for science i live.
If you ever find out the secret i am not telling you now.
I tell you... you will never find it before you die...
Because i got no secret.
Thanks for my nonsense.
Now back to sleep.
Elvis...
Are u lonesome tonight...
tats a good qn.
I like the name samson.
Samson's father must be Sam then.
Ha... i m really lost my laugh.
I went to the counter and asked for some happiness. It was not for sale. I shoplifted today because i needed it. I thought i could keep it. But the security guards caught me and took away the happiness.
Christmas eve tml. I will sit here at yoshinoya all day. The food taste... ultra horrible! I could barely swallow.
I rather eat humans.
I suddenly think of grace yoshiko.
She said she got my dental gum.
No i dont want to eat her.
But the whole day...
I have no mood to stop eating.
No more rice in my yoshinoya. Maybe i should help them clear the table and throw away the bowl. >:(
oops.. they are fast...they clear my table.
If the whole world becomes zombie except me...
I would go sentosa resort world and sit roller coaster! Then go to haunted house. It will be the best haunted house ever!!
ha...
ha
ha.
Today i fail to entertain myself.
I miss my clone Jiin. Haiz...
tats a good qn.
I like the name samson.
Samson's father must be Sam then.
Ha... i m really lost my laugh.
I went to the counter and asked for some happiness. It was not for sale. I shoplifted today because i needed it. I thought i could keep it. But the security guards caught me and took away the happiness.
Christmas eve tml. I will sit here at yoshinoya all day. The food taste... ultra horrible! I could barely swallow.
I rather eat humans.
I suddenly think of grace yoshiko.
She said she got my dental gum.
No i dont want to eat her.
But the whole day...
I have no mood to stop eating.
No more rice in my yoshinoya. Maybe i should help them clear the table and throw away the bowl. >:(
oops.. they are fast...they clear my table.
If the whole world becomes zombie except me...
I would go sentosa resort world and sit roller coaster! Then go to haunted house. It will be the best haunted house ever!!
ha...
ha
ha.
Today i fail to entertain myself.
I miss my clone Jiin. Haiz...
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
What makes us humans?
1. Will Power!!!
Hahahaha!!!! Laughing TTM!!!
Was there earthquake?
LOL!!!
Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG... Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What strong determination!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
The last part ROCKS!!! Like he got shot when he was near the door!!! LOL!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am going CRAZY over this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2.Speech
OMG.. my abs hurts from that drunk man... this is not funny.
3.This applies to some guys only. Touchy.
He just wants to hold her hand.
4.Sharing.
They never get lonely!
5.Incredible strength Mothers possess
Hahahaha!!!! Laughing TTM!!!
Was there earthquake?
LOL!!!
Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG... Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What strong determination!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
The last part ROCKS!!! Like he got shot when he was near the door!!! LOL!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am going CRAZY over this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2.Speech
OMG.. my abs hurts from that drunk man... this is not funny.
3.This applies to some guys only. Touchy.
He just wants to hold her hand.
4.Sharing.
They never get lonely!
5.Incredible strength Mothers possess
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