Nostalgic...

So happy again... today i went for Xinmin alumni band after my AJband... not tired but fun... Played "That thing you do" on the jazzset less than 5 seconds after stepping into the room... and 6 seconds after the song... played some classical songs on the snare... TA... ZZzzzzzzTAda....Bom... so fun playing music... but i feel a bit down not being able to play mallets cuz i donno how to... Then...then... 1min after... played a percussion ensemble "DimensionIII"...miss my tom toms... i played till they switch off the light...cuz go home liao... then had dinner with Xinminperc mates 5 of them...Rui Fang(SL), Seniors Perlin and Stephanie and Liu Ying and 1 Junior Yi Zhen...All girls again... thats my fate... even now my perc section also 2 junior guys + 7gals... donno why but feel nostalgic... Oh... I have to say this... I miss U my dear snare... I like rolling on U. Now my snare in AJ has cracked 1/10 of my fingernail till the flesh area ... and my fingers hurt terribly but who knows... jus bear with it... I really miss U la my snare... see ya next prac...

what is wrong?

something happened? i donno... i jus think girls are strange... in many ways... but not all girls la... firstly... they think/assume too much le i suppose... secondly... they are easily offended so becareful... even now while i am typing i have to becareful not to offend anyone... haiz... i donno la... i am not any new age sensitive guys... so... i will jus remain who i am... a forgetful boy who don't think too deeply into certain matters...

Lunch...GoNe...

WA... today queue so long for lunch... so many ppl... queue till bell rang...then went hungry till now!(no lunch no dinner) 10p.m.! But luckily... i got noodles now... Thank God... and Thank my mum too... I feel lucky... luckier than ppl in 3rd world countries... so don't complain so much... But something very very sad...

SAD!!!!

My AJscholarship got terminated... haiz... when i feel i am catching up and doing better than last time despite having band prac everyday... how "understanding" of mickey... haiz... it is ok... now i jus have to prove him wrong... i not stupid...( jus forgetful sometimes)... "Mickey! I will prove U wrong..." It is not that i am unwilling to admit that i am academically weak... It is not that... i know myself... I will take this challenge... at the same time i will do my best to glorify God... Cuz i love Jesus...

Happy again...:)

I am so happy cuz i completed my Bio test... although not going to ace it but i still very happy... and so sleepy till i can't tell if i am awake... even now... YaWN...)))... praise the Lord cuz i am very happy... haha... Wait... i think i left my watch in band room again... nevermind... Chocolates...Mmm... why? Y i suddenly think of choco? my brain overwork le... let it rest... let my heart do E work... Pom pom...pom.pom...haha...something is terribly wrong with me today...haha... all because of my "wonderful" JC life... but thank God i got a sis... oh... and the cheerleading...thing... i feel sorry... but cant help... maybe charm should understand something... but i don dare to tell... it is very difficult for HER cuz got she still has to type proposal... settle admin stuff and lots more... Charm... U should give her a break...

Happy...:)

Ai ya... must apologise to anyone(if any) whom i had offended due to my bad week... i feel better now... and percussion rocks... sorry last week i really feel like giving up due to the stress everywhere...But i doubt anyone knows how i feel accept for Jie...
TOday? BEli happy...Y? donno... but still don understand...
"Cat eating chocolate?"
when does cat take fatty stuff??? Unless it is Grafield... Weird... nevermind... i still like chocolate... even though cats like it too...do they?
Btw... today the youth fellowship talking about bgr... i feel a bit strange when coming to the 3rd( or is it 4th?) point... (hidden meaning)feel a bit lucky too... Phew... didnt fall too deep...never again... but jus let time decide for me... my time=my life... ... i must spent time with my frens... i agree totally with pastor steven...school test is never ending... i should give more of my life for frens and ppl... at the same time not neglecting studies...

Key: ""...i am here to learn 2 love... unconditional love... seems like an obession for something...but NO... this is the greatest gift of all...for us to give and to receive..."" ... ...i learnt...

Useless me... ...

Ahhhhhh... ... Ahhhhhh... ... Ahhhhhh... ...

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Who understands... sad...

I feel like a failure! But i know i am not... No being knows how hurt i am... NO BEING knows how sad i feel... i feel sad. I am unheard... thats why i said "i give up!"... however bored u all feel... please understand how many hundred times more is the "boredness" in me... "bored" cuz no one is interested in learning...not because i don wanna teach! BORED!!!! SIANZ!!!! I wanna QUIT seeing this! Not because i give up easily... but... i DON wanna turn a nasty guy jus for u all to listen to me. U all wanna listen then listen... if not... forget it. (shake my head)... Maybe i am jus not worth being heard. how i wish someone come up and give me a hand... If this continues i will QUIT! I will jus do my part... AHHHHhhhhh!!! No one understands! AHHHHHhhhhh!!!! I am on the verge of breaking down... no more nonsense please! Help me... God...

OH NO!!! Shaun don't Give Up!

Shaun is ill today... very ill... has to go hospital for check up. Shaun! U will be able to get well and play with us in SYF2005! Don't bow down to the VirUS! Jia You... Get well soon... God bless U... Please come back soon to share lame jokes... oh...no...feeling a bit warm now... maybe i might be able to join u in fighting the virus... jus pray hard... My dear Percussionists should be able to do it without me... if not then i failed in training them... Be mentally prepared...

don worry

"The Lord is good, a strong hold in the day of trouble; and he knoweth them that trust in him."
Nahum 1:7

Dear diary...

Today i tot of something... will i be able to rise up again? Against all odds and get 4 As like my brother did... I have the genes... i hope... jus my attitude... haiz... i see no limit to what can be done... no lmit at all...

Peace

"Peace, I leave with you, my peace I give unto you: not as the world giveth, give I unto you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid."
Jesus in John 14:27