Study... I can hear the footsteps of EXAM!!!

Yeah! I learnt a lot from my friend Jun Jian for the past two days. Really thank him for his patience... and... I can feel the stress building up now... may God's peace be with us.

"Be responsive to your pastoral leaders. Listen to their counsel. They are alert to the condition of your lives and work under the strict supervision of God. Contribute to the joy of their leadership, not its drudgery. Why would you want to make things harder for them?"
Hebrews 13:17 msg...
Amazing God... Amen.
While i was indecisive... Pastor Steven gave me advice... and Thank God I made the right choice...

I'm sorry

Feeling quite bad recently as i am too obsess with drums... e.g. Training my finger speed for 2 hours last monday... jamming in ajband room for 1.5 hour...
I confess this sin to lord everyday since last last week but i'm still not disciplined enuf... so i have decided to post it so i will be reminded now and then...
Then i had a dream last night... I shall call it a reminder... God raised his voice and reminded me to seek him first... cast away my idol... i cried and poured out everything... praying for forgiveness... It was a bad dream and it stayed in my head for so long... till now...
Then during lecture Elim Jie sms the youths about God's presence... so strong! It is a confirmation from God i think... I really felt i am not holy enuf to be in his presence. But i know this is a time for me to grow strong spritually...
Then...today my schoolmates were sitting there criticizing christians... Oh... i really donno what to do... But i will leave it to God to judge them... felt like i was crucified... Bearing e cross is tough... i felt very unesay at first but God calmed me down...
I donno if i should say this... It is not right to judge anyone but now i jus stating the fact and not judging... I have this fren (non believer) whom i felt very uneasy being with... always pulling a long face... and always judging ppl around... especially me... always negative comments... i am ok with it because i am seldom affected... but... i worry cuz i can always sense... discouragement and many other bad satanic feelings... nevermind... i will jus pray for this fren to become more optimistic one day and stop condemning christians... Bless u.