Behind e mask of the greatest "disguised" Looser!

Breakthrough.
Thoughts keep flashing...

Edison did not believe a beard cannot act as filament... (if that is stupidity)... he tried.

He FAILED!!!

If ever a man tell you "you can never be what you aspire to be."
Stupid dreams!... but Y not turn a deaf ear to it and TRY!

and you FAIL!!!

If human Will collapse easily with the slightest negative comment.
filaments could just be plain iron...

If Edison didn't dare try the beard, he wouldn't even think of trying mecury, aluminium.. or even tungsten!

He SUCEED!

Well Try again!

This idea marks the start of human's "Stubborn" nature...
"stubborn" to those in doubt/trapped in a mind box
"determination" to those with a vision

Oh well... just some tots flashing through... the train terminates for new insights.

dream... Act according to plan...

There is this Mozart i know... And a talented guitarist... and a gifted vocalist.
We somehow... amazingly share a dream... Musician!
We somehow... amazingly share the same genre of music...
God somehow amazingly brought us together...
If it is God's will may things work out according to His good and perfect plan.
Glory be to God! And We all agree!
In this plan, All Honor and Glory is God's!
And all Joy and Love is given by God for us to share!
Just commit this band into God's mighty hands!!
This could be the start of something BIG! ... First Stop... Let's Jazz at Fish&Co...

God are u telling me something?

" If you are not going to do anything at all but wait... "
(She sits there alone... waiting for someone to approach...)
"Let me wait a while more, " I tell myself...
The look of her just melts my heart... like fine chocolate in your tongue...
She is looking my way... *blushes*
"Hey! Erm... m.. ..
Before i could finish, She smiles... ... not at me... but someone else... they started talking.
Felt so... uneasy. Searching around for an imaginary house-fly. Looked up.
She left in his arms...
Smiling and enjoying each other's company...
me, Left alone.
"God, i heard something... i think my heart broke. Fix it back... God."
i Woke up! What a dream... "Thank God!"
"wait... Are You trying to tell me something?"

Returned from worship practice, Tidying my room.
Grandfather came in (rare visit) , " Aey... *smiles*..." he flipped through my treasured photo album.
" Who's this Gal? Romance ar?" *smiles*
" No la just frens." I raised my voice so he can hear...
"Aey... *smiles* this gal good... this gal good."
" just frens la!" apparently he is not listening...maybe he cannot hear.
I looked up from tidying my printed scores...
* Nostalgic* It's her.
" God, are you trying to tell me something?"

Looking back at those photos in my blog... past few years...
Rembered what brother eric said ," Sometimes you must take action... Faith without action is useless!"
Flamming arrows cannot even scald my armoured heart... These words just pierced through.
"God will make a way."
Mmmm... Hey! You there typing... Jiaxing! Hey! Look at you! You are such a clown! Prideless and timid creature! Gentleman is never a word for U! Forget it!
Off you go Satan! Me a child of God!
Surely my smile will be a blessing to someone. Even if no one agrees, God nods.
My deepest trouble penned down and i am never ever going to carry it back...
Rejoice!

the 19th New year

SOmetimes i will just... wonder.
Wonder...
Mmm...
What do i write in this page of LIFE journal ... Page 19...
" I wanna wait for ORD...
waiting...
finally i passed my year... I waited for ORD in 2007!"
Never!!!
This page will be Colourful! Wonderful! And maybe PAinful..(if trial comes)...
I wanna Paint it... Many many many snowflakes of LOVE, Large grass patch of JOy, one lovely FlOWER, a tinge of ROmanCE, Peaceful SKY, A mountain of Faith, A river of Hope, A valley of Shadow of Death, And a shepherd Jesus Christ, me a White fluffy Lamb just Staring(puppy eyes)...Thinking..
Wondering...
Mmm...

" MehHhh..meh meh meh?"...

Oh man... This year i wanna be
bold to work for God's Glory and wise to wait for God's perfect timing.
Be skillful in knowin when to Wait and when to Work.

... Still... God i still wanna be a Great drummer for you.

Oh.. Then this thing i remembered telling Reuben...

Reubs, I have no intention in some ministries
But if it is God's Call
I will do it with my all...

then i told reuben... Hey it rhymes... Haha( i laughed)

I will now continue with my train of tots...
... Still... God, Great Treasure brings with it Great Pleasure after discovery.
YOur Call is what i found... and i had great pleasure in it... if ever my limbs were lost.. I will still rejoice! Like a bullet taken in a War... I might not serve anymore (Rhymes again*haha*) but... at least i once served and fought... Played and Worship... I once did... and will Do it again, Just in another way.

Mmm... God, YOu want to use my Limbs as Lamb chop. meh??

Lamb Chop plus 2Drumsticks?

2007 i will not wait for ORD!
but
I will Work for L+ORD's call!