I m right in school all alone teaching drums and after which go home to sleep.
I m sad.
XD!!! Happy New Year!
The subway auntie said.
I dao her... LOL!
I m evil today. XD
Tonight i will assemble my drumset.XD Cheer up!
Friday, December 31, 2010
Thursday, December 30, 2010
Drums n work
I had a weird dream.
I was too busy with school, drums and work.
My student's mom called me and told me my student was sad cuz i didnt turn up for his birthday party.
I had lots of stuff to settle, makeup lessons, school, drums and friends.
I woke up n i cant sleep.
I realise i really need to have a life other than my routine.
I have an ambition.
Maybe it is not strong enuf.
I need a life tats all.
I will rest well to do another good fight next year n be more sensitive to frens.
2011.
I was too busy with school, drums and work.
My student's mom called me and told me my student was sad cuz i didnt turn up for his birthday party.
I had lots of stuff to settle, makeup lessons, school, drums and friends.
I woke up n i cant sleep.
I realise i really need to have a life other than my routine.
I have an ambition.
Maybe it is not strong enuf.
I need a life tats all.
I will rest well to do another good fight next year n be more sensitive to frens.
2011.
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
life is funny.
When i m free no one msn me.
When i was rushing for time,
i get 1 call and 5 ppl talking to me about different things.
Life is funny.
Now i m free again n life goes back to lonely mode.
When i was rushing for time,
i get 1 call and 5 ppl talking to me about different things.
Life is funny.
Now i m free again n life goes back to lonely mode.
Ignored
As i wanna tok to kena again i think i got ignored. -_-lll
Wad a tragedy. LOL!
As i was stoning and recovering from being ignored... a girl tap my hand gently and i WOAH! got a shock of my life. She is a deaf girl selling keychains... I bought one.
I guess i was a bastard. LOL...
Life cannot UNDO.
if can... i wont eat shit.
if can... i will want to be a drummer.
REPOST.
Ok. Kena didnt ignore me. Same she ask me to help her on scholarship and module registration and fees payment.
A friend in need is a friend indeed. I wont be a bastard anymore.
Jamming... i listened to 3 songs today... I wrote them down, and i play it for the first time. My band says, good. I m in fact impressive... i guess they donno i m perfecting another drummer's playing in first playing. But then with pride comes defeat... i m a really arrogant bastard. But my dream... i wish... i long to give glory to my God. Nvm...
I suddenly remembered part of my dream.
2 guys were drinking baby goldfish from a beer jug using straw! The guy nearer to me offered me some and i drank... n suck 1 baby goldfish from the straw and chew. OMG... i m sick! I was a woman in white bikini. And later on i was in a very narrow pool having sun tan. Applied sunblock n i showed the girl infront of me my Ultra white complexion n she was jealous. I m really an arrogant bastard... I cant remb much after tat, my grandma started screaming n i cant sleep.
Being woman is complicated. I dont like complicated woman.
Wad a tragedy. LOL!
As i was stoning and recovering from being ignored... a girl tap my hand gently and i WOAH! got a shock of my life. She is a deaf girl selling keychains... I bought one.
I guess i was a bastard. LOL...
Life cannot UNDO.
if can... i wont eat shit.
if can... i will want to be a drummer.
REPOST.
Ok. Kena didnt ignore me. Same she ask me to help her on scholarship and module registration and fees payment.
A friend in need is a friend indeed. I wont be a bastard anymore.
Jamming... i listened to 3 songs today... I wrote them down, and i play it for the first time. My band says, good. I m in fact impressive... i guess they donno i m perfecting another drummer's playing in first playing. But then with pride comes defeat... i m a really arrogant bastard. But my dream... i wish... i long to give glory to my God. Nvm...
I suddenly remembered part of my dream.
2 guys were drinking baby goldfish from a beer jug using straw! The guy nearer to me offered me some and i drank... n suck 1 baby goldfish from the straw and chew. OMG... i m sick! I was a woman in white bikini. And later on i was in a very narrow pool having sun tan. Applied sunblock n i showed the girl infront of me my Ultra white complexion n she was jealous. I m really an arrogant bastard... I cant remb much after tat, my grandma started screaming n i cant sleep.
Being woman is complicated. I dont like complicated woman.
Monday, December 27, 2010
Daily horoscope
Says again...
Now i know why people don't write their own horoscope.
Because if someone write a horoscope for you...
You can blame others if your life did not turn out as it says.
I shall stop writing my horoscope.
Daily adventures!!
Learn 2 J pop songs, Practice percussion ensemble, Rhythm song, Monster solo, and Go jamming With my dreaded.. nightmare.. seriously i don't want to go.. I will tell them tonight.
In summary : Go out... Play drums... Go home.
I m enlightened!
I should go answer Kena about the module registration and be nice to answering her question. Because she needs help and i am a friend... Cannot ignore a friend.
Yesterday donno is my abs pain or my stomach pain...
Strange pain feeling... maybe i having cramps...
I dreamt i was a girl. LOL!
and guys flirt with me. Now i think of it i think it is an interesting feeling.
The feeling is scary... yet fulfilling cuz you know people admire your youth.
No wonder i have cramps when i wake up.
But then when women grow old... they talk very loud and continuously...
My grandma recently wakes up at 5am everyday and started talking very loudly continuously... In my head... I was counting how long she pause between her words...
Ai yo Ah! Bla bla bla bla bla bla! pause... ( i count 1.. 2...) Ah!! Bla bla blah blah blah!!! pause... (i count 1..) Ah Kong! Blah blah blah!!! ( 1... 2... 3... yeah... stopped) AEY!! AEY! AEY! Blah blah blah!!! ... I kept counting till she finally went out of the house for a daily walk at 6am.
This is a very interesting creature i have in my house... Why do humans want to talk so loud? Maybe because my granddad is half deaf. And why she repeat the same things over and over and over without losing her vigor?
Does this human instinct serve any purpose?
Soon i will realise..
But interestingly, with more words means she use more of her brain... and she is much much healthier than my quiet granddad.
Talking prevents sickness!
HEY!! I think this could be a plausible hypothesis!
Next time i will try to talk more and respond more vigourously.
Now i know why people don't write their own horoscope.
Because if someone write a horoscope for you...
You can blame others if your life did not turn out as it says.
I shall stop writing my horoscope.
Daily adventures!!
Learn 2 J pop songs, Practice percussion ensemble, Rhythm song, Monster solo, and Go jamming With my dreaded.. nightmare.. seriously i don't want to go.. I will tell them tonight.
In summary : Go out... Play drums... Go home.
I m enlightened!
I should go answer Kena about the module registration and be nice to answering her question. Because she needs help and i am a friend... Cannot ignore a friend.
Yesterday donno is my abs pain or my stomach pain...
Strange pain feeling... maybe i having cramps...
I dreamt i was a girl. LOL!
and guys flirt with me. Now i think of it i think it is an interesting feeling.
The feeling is scary... yet fulfilling cuz you know people admire your youth.
No wonder i have cramps when i wake up.
But then when women grow old... they talk very loud and continuously...
My grandma recently wakes up at 5am everyday and started talking very loudly continuously... In my head... I was counting how long she pause between her words...
Ai yo Ah! Bla bla bla bla bla bla! pause... ( i count 1.. 2...) Ah!! Bla bla blah blah blah!!! pause... (i count 1..) Ah Kong! Blah blah blah!!! ( 1... 2... 3... yeah... stopped) AEY!! AEY! AEY! Blah blah blah!!! ... I kept counting till she finally went out of the house for a daily walk at 6am.
This is a very interesting creature i have in my house... Why do humans want to talk so loud? Maybe because my granddad is half deaf. And why she repeat the same things over and over and over without losing her vigor?
Does this human instinct serve any purpose?
Soon i will realise..
But interestingly, with more words means she use more of her brain... and she is much much healthier than my quiet granddad.
Talking prevents sickness!
HEY!! I think this could be a plausible hypothesis!
Next time i will try to talk more and respond more vigourously.
Sunday, December 26, 2010
my daily horoscope
Says...
You will wake up late despite sleeping early.
You will eat indian pastry for breakfast.
You will have a great time in school and a great time at work.
And you will try to kill a friend with a gun, but no one will be killed. You miss your friend.
Hahaha!
Anw, yestderday i dreamt i was spiderman.
I love the feeling.
Always wanted to jump down buildings... But the story of my dream was AWESOME!!
I m sure it will make a great movie! I must record it down tonight.
You will wake up late despite sleeping early.
You will eat indian pastry for breakfast.
You will have a great time in school and a great time at work.
And you will try to kill a friend with a gun, but no one will be killed. You miss your friend.
Hahaha!
Anw, yestderday i dreamt i was spiderman.
I love the feeling.
Always wanted to jump down buildings... But the story of my dream was AWESOME!!
I m sure it will make a great movie! I must record it down tonight.
Sunday
Instead of heading to old folks church, i went to the gym early in the morning.
I really think at this point of life we need a dream! Big dream!
Then plan a journey to go there. Life will surprise u.
I always wonder what was the dream of a pastor when they were younger? Impact lives? Run a big church? Maybe it is just a calling.
I seldom have calling. People message me most of the time. Maybe God you could have msn? I got a few questions for you. I m interested in you.
Sharlene msn me today.
Sharlene: How are you?
Jiaxing: Good. You?
Sharlene: Good.
Tats all. Maybe she was trying to keep in touch. I appreciate that. :)
Little sheryl is going TKGS... just in case i forget. Psle 240.
Sometimes it is good to have just a few friends that matters. So i wont miss out any.
Of course Jiin... donno where to put her. She is a stranger yet an excellent friend. Maybe for now i will put her as... msn buddy. Workout buddy? Image consultant? LOLz! Personal comedian! Tats for sure! Interesting fren! Female clone!
I suddenly think of roti prata!
I really think at this point of life we need a dream! Big dream!
Then plan a journey to go there. Life will surprise u.
I always wonder what was the dream of a pastor when they were younger? Impact lives? Run a big church? Maybe it is just a calling.
I seldom have calling. People message me most of the time. Maybe God you could have msn? I got a few questions for you. I m interested in you.
Sharlene msn me today.
Sharlene: How are you?
Jiaxing: Good. You?
Sharlene: Good.
Tats all. Maybe she was trying to keep in touch. I appreciate that. :)
Little sheryl is going TKGS... just in case i forget. Psle 240.
Sometimes it is good to have just a few friends that matters. So i wont miss out any.
Of course Jiin... donno where to put her. She is a stranger yet an excellent friend. Maybe for now i will put her as... msn buddy. Workout buddy? Image consultant? LOLz! Personal comedian! Tats for sure! Interesting fren! Female clone!
I suddenly think of roti prata!
Saturday, December 25, 2010
I choose...
Church, 20 old folks, 2 baby boys.
Me? I cant decide my status.
I cant connect wif ppl.
I came and i went telling a lie that i m meeting my frens but looking for an execuse to go.
I went to watch movie n had my dinner.
Tml is sunday service. I really donno should i go.
I m starting to feel outcasted n lonely even though there r humans all around me.
Or i can go gym, then go practice rhythm song.
Which will i choose?!
I wonder have anyone ever felt this feeling of stepping into church bubbly n happy and leaving emo n outcasted n drained. Well then y should i do that?! Lol! I have decided. God lets go gym tml! Me n you. Is tat cool or awesome! Yea! I m sure God will be happy to see me happy instead of lonely and sleepy n wasting my time.
Tats it :) Now i m a happy man :D
I donno if Elim will understand. At least i m doing something constructive to solve my depression. I pat myself. Good job boy, u r growing up.
I miss you. Cuz no one has ever made me laugh like that.
U r the first n prolly the last.
Me? I cant decide my status.
I cant connect wif ppl.
I came and i went telling a lie that i m meeting my frens but looking for an execuse to go.
I went to watch movie n had my dinner.
Tml is sunday service. I really donno should i go.
I m starting to feel outcasted n lonely even though there r humans all around me.
Or i can go gym, then go practice rhythm song.
Which will i choose?!
I wonder have anyone ever felt this feeling of stepping into church bubbly n happy and leaving emo n outcasted n drained. Well then y should i do that?! Lol! I have decided. God lets go gym tml! Me n you. Is tat cool or awesome! Yea! I m sure God will be happy to see me happy instead of lonely and sleepy n wasting my time.
Tats it :) Now i m a happy man :D
I donno if Elim will understand. At least i m doing something constructive to solve my depression. I pat myself. Good job boy, u r growing up.
I miss you. Cuz no one has ever made me laugh like that.
U r the first n prolly the last.
Friday, December 24, 2010
Christmas!
I woke up early, tats amazing.
Must be the rashes, every year i tell myself i cant drink alot but i will eventually forget.
I think i need to go church today, Pastor elim n yee kei is in hk... i guess i m going to meet new frens in philos church.
Today i will wear red n white small stripes and look like a walking candy cane tat visited gym, wad tight fit Lol! I surprise myself! Woah! Gay. Perfect!
Yesterday! Today! Tomorrow! I need u to lie in bed whole weekend! Tat talking baby is so funny!
I find a friend very interesting.
Must be the rashes, every year i tell myself i cant drink alot but i will eventually forget.
I think i need to go church today, Pastor elim n yee kei is in hk... i guess i m going to meet new frens in philos church.
Today i will wear red n white small stripes and look like a walking candy cane tat visited gym, wad tight fit Lol! I surprise myself! Woah! Gay. Perfect!
Yesterday! Today! Tomorrow! I need u to lie in bed whole weekend! Tat talking baby is so funny!
I find a friend very interesting.
Thursday, December 23, 2010
So dead.
I m too nice.
Dont want to play...
How?
She sings out of tune.
I m trying to escape w/o being nasty.
How.
God save me T.T
!
I need a plan. Or tell e truth.
I work for professionals not K box. T.T torture torture...
Dont want to play...
How?
She sings out of tune.
I m trying to escape w/o being nasty.
How.
God save me T.T
!
I need a plan. Or tell e truth.
I work for professionals not K box. T.T torture torture...
结束了
就像东边莫名其妙飘过了几只飞天小猪。
没了。忧愁，焦虑通通消失了。
真是个没法捉摸的怪胎。
我今天很开心。圣诞前夕吗。。。 我觉得将有特别的事在今晚发生。
但是今晚我也没什么节目。 不就是教学吗。
好，我觉得该时间改变自己。
首先，我也没头绪。该往哪儿开始类？
好好好， 有了！！
我一直都想在灵性上的生命有重新的发展。。
就今天！我该读圣经，祷告，待祷。没太晚。
因为我今天没死！Hahahaha!
Anyway, This is my wish this christmas.
One chawanmushi!
Two Pokka green tea!
Three pan pizzas!
Four Takoyaki!
Five egg pratas!
Six pizzahut drumlets!
Seven onion rings!
Eight fried scallops!
Nine milky monster crabs!
Ten half done beef steaks!
Eleven 虾饺！
And Twelve plates of fresh Salmon sushi!
Fly fly fly fly!!! LOL! Fly around! Hahahaha!
没了。忧愁，焦虑通通消失了。
真是个没法捉摸的怪胎。
我今天很开心。圣诞前夕吗。。。 我觉得将有特别的事在今晚发生。
但是今晚我也没什么节目。 不就是教学吗。
好，我觉得该时间改变自己。
首先，我也没头绪。该往哪儿开始类？
好好好， 有了！！
我一直都想在灵性上的生命有重新的发展。。
就今天！我该读圣经，祷告，待祷。没太晚。
因为我今天没死！Hahahaha!
Anyway, This is my wish this christmas.
One chawanmushi!
Two Pokka green tea!
Three pan pizzas!
Four Takoyaki!
Five egg pratas!
Six pizzahut drumlets!
Seven onion rings!
Eight fried scallops!
Nine milky monster crabs!
Ten half done beef steaks!
Eleven 虾饺！
And Twelve plates of fresh Salmon sushi!
Fly fly fly fly!!! LOL! Fly around! Hahahaha!
Christmas eve
The night b4 christmas eve sleeping 7hours and wake up at 12 30am.
?!! O.o
But i had a nice dream.
Draggy random dream i have some problems recall.
My friends were with me. We went to a bar called influenz but i didn't drink. Maybe even in my sleep i also know it is not healthy to drink.
Then police came and collected all our ezlink cards?!
Then we went to eat supper... and i saw James and Luke?!
I was playing street fighter game with my 2nd brother??!!! And i was using... donno strange thing... i think it is a fat man but it is not Honda.. not Zangeef.
Very exciting! Oh ya!!! I remember now! Then i became the street fighter character and I became the Dragon ball kid! And my brother also. And I win with my life 2... and i wack my brother to hell!
And there was a scoccer match of 8-0!!! mm.. wait a minute... tats the news i watch b4 i sleep at 7pm.
And we wanted to go home cuz it is already 11 30pm... later no bus... But then we realised the police collected our ezlink card.
Then we went back to collect... Wa... the details i really got no mood to say here.... Ah... ok.. i will do it for science... people might find my dreams recalling skills worth investigating.
Further details.... I am really doing it purely for science... and i am really not liking this post anymore...
We were in the middle of a street with 2 tables.. i was eating Prata with my hands.
And then i asked Kun Jian what is he doing tomorrow for Christmas eve, He said he is going for chinese tuition. I said ok.. then i appeared at a tuition school... and the chinese was easy for me so i left.
Wee Siang was on the phone with someone else and James was talking to Luke.
When we decided to go collect our ez link... my secondary school friends behind me suggested they stay behind... Yee heng, jin chong and one more stange man i donno who.
3 of them stayed back to wait for a bus while 3 of us go back to collect Ez link.
We walked... But i was on a roller chair... James and Luke was driving home... And my bag strap got caught in the roller chair... James said : " Ah har... see la... your hair so long still want to sit roller chair... Hahahaha!" I say i got it... ok.. bye bye. (now it makes no sense to me at all) then i took out my bag strap and carried on.
I suggested we put our bags on the roller chair as we go on the journey... We got into many potholes on the pavement... rollerchair was not a good idea... but i was stubborn so we carried on pushing. Then Wee siang say.. very fast one... we are already on.. Gulliot road.. it is a very long very very very long road... I was like.. ok.. i believe you. Now i reacall.. it is -_-lll f****** LONG... so long i want to scold bad word!
I woke up. And not only that... my head was like... Why am i on bed? When did i sleep?
That i really dont want to record this... but, i slept at 7pm... to wake up at 12 30am.
Up next is a dream a day b4 23/12/10
Must i do this... not today... I am so depressed.
I was at a party in a very big auditorium.
Secondary school friends and some army friends... strange place... looks like cinema with bright lights... but the chairs look like in lecture halls of NUS.
I met my long lost friend Jack... he is as cool as usual... don't talk much to me.
There are many many strangers who are very nice to me.. i don't know them.
I went with a clique of friends... i know nobody... but we are friends. This is the weirdest thing i have felt. I told a girl... hey i don't drink... i will go sit down first... you all enjoy. the girl with curly brown hair and looks like young gloria esterfan... astounding pretty but i am really like... donno, don't feel any manhood in me at that time... She shouted.. "Hey! I cancelled... (i forgot) to come down this class gathering for you now you are leaving!! (very very angry girl here)..." Ok i stayed and drank sprite with a cherry... then i mingled with leonard...bla bla bla.. i totally forgot.
Then i was back to my seat next to Jack.. I m really depressed... i started reading this magazine about men's health... reading and reading... and i saw something really funny and started laughing! It is a man walking on a beach... ( i don't find it funny now) I lean very close to Jack's face and i elbowed his chest and look up... OMG!!! To my horror! It is a girl! I asked where is she from?! She said she is from class 1H. And her friends are all around me... OMG!!!! When did they appear?! I totally freak out inside me. They look extra angry.
This girl right beside me had black pony hail... and slanted eyes... i mean.. pretty slanted eyes... i mean... she is really pretty now when i recall.. but i stood up and shouted to Jack who is now beside her... Hey Jack! I thought that was you! Hey Jack! Jack never bother about me... I keep shouthing.. and...
I woke up.
Ok.. done.. wad a horror.
I think i am going to die soon.
Donno why.
I get this feeling every year and i will do very stupid things as if i was living my last day.
Today is my last day walking this earth...
I hope i had made some friends happy... perhaps care enough to come and spit on my coffin.
If i don't wake up tml and appears in the headlines of "mysterious death of a young man"
Don't freak out... i also donno how i am going to die... maybe i drowned in my dreams... no no... tat can't be.. i can breathe underwater and i have visited atlantis before...
Maybe i stayed there very long.. have a family.. grew old and fell sick and die.
I only got 1 thing i want to do... donate my organs.
They are extremely healthy. If you work hard enough on my heart... it might even pump again... just don't give up... and donate that too. And my brain... just dump it, junk.
Ok save my body for the coffin.
Funeral is no no no no for me please.. if really need..
read this note at my funeral.
" No matter how healthy you maybe,
Or even successful,
Treasure who you love and buy them flowers
Before you know it,
they might even return your love with more flowers
but on your grave."
add a Hahaha to end it.
It is meant to be a joke to cheer people up.
Thanks for being so helpful whoever is investigating my case.
Make sure you don't freak out... I am behind you now as you read this... Don't look back.
LOL! I am joking. Be sure to sleep early policeman.
And to Science...
I have 23 years long of history not to be studied by historians... Don't torture kids with history anymore.
It is for science i live.
If you ever find out the secret i am not telling you now.
I tell you... you will never find it before you die...
Because i got no secret.
Thanks for my nonsense.
Now back to sleep.
?!! O.o
But i had a nice dream.
Draggy random dream i have some problems recall.
My friends were with me. We went to a bar called influenz but i didn't drink. Maybe even in my sleep i also know it is not healthy to drink.
Then police came and collected all our ezlink cards?!
Then we went to eat supper... and i saw James and Luke?!
I was playing street fighter game with my 2nd brother??!!! And i was using... donno strange thing... i think it is a fat man but it is not Honda.. not Zangeef.
Very exciting! Oh ya!!! I remember now! Then i became the street fighter character and I became the Dragon ball kid! And my brother also. And I win with my life 2... and i wack my brother to hell!
And there was a scoccer match of 8-0!!! mm.. wait a minute... tats the news i watch b4 i sleep at 7pm.
And we wanted to go home cuz it is already 11 30pm... later no bus... But then we realised the police collected our ezlink card.
Then we went back to collect... Wa... the details i really got no mood to say here.... Ah... ok.. i will do it for science... people might find my dreams recalling skills worth investigating.
Further details.... I am really doing it purely for science... and i am really not liking this post anymore...
We were in the middle of a street with 2 tables.. i was eating Prata with my hands.
And then i asked Kun Jian what is he doing tomorrow for Christmas eve, He said he is going for chinese tuition. I said ok.. then i appeared at a tuition school... and the chinese was easy for me so i left.
Wee Siang was on the phone with someone else and James was talking to Luke.
When we decided to go collect our ez link... my secondary school friends behind me suggested they stay behind... Yee heng, jin chong and one more stange man i donno who.
3 of them stayed back to wait for a bus while 3 of us go back to collect Ez link.
We walked... But i was on a roller chair... James and Luke was driving home... And my bag strap got caught in the roller chair... James said : " Ah har... see la... your hair so long still want to sit roller chair... Hahahaha!" I say i got it... ok.. bye bye. (now it makes no sense to me at all) then i took out my bag strap and carried on.
I suggested we put our bags on the roller chair as we go on the journey... We got into many potholes on the pavement... rollerchair was not a good idea... but i was stubborn so we carried on pushing. Then Wee siang say.. very fast one... we are already on.. Gulliot road.. it is a very long very very very long road... I was like.. ok.. i believe you. Now i reacall.. it is -_-lll f****** LONG... so long i want to scold bad word!
I woke up. And not only that... my head was like... Why am i on bed? When did i sleep?
That i really dont want to record this... but, i slept at 7pm... to wake up at 12 30am.
Up next is a dream a day b4 23/12/10
Must i do this... not today... I am so depressed.
I was at a party in a very big auditorium.
Secondary school friends and some army friends... strange place... looks like cinema with bright lights... but the chairs look like in lecture halls of NUS.
I met my long lost friend Jack... he is as cool as usual... don't talk much to me.
There are many many strangers who are very nice to me.. i don't know them.
I went with a clique of friends... i know nobody... but we are friends. This is the weirdest thing i have felt. I told a girl... hey i don't drink... i will go sit down first... you all enjoy. the girl with curly brown hair and looks like young gloria esterfan... astounding pretty but i am really like... donno, don't feel any manhood in me at that time... She shouted.. "Hey! I cancelled... (i forgot) to come down this class gathering for you now you are leaving!! (very very angry girl here)..." Ok i stayed and drank sprite with a cherry... then i mingled with leonard...bla bla bla.. i totally forgot.
Then i was back to my seat next to Jack.. I m really depressed... i started reading this magazine about men's health... reading and reading... and i saw something really funny and started laughing! It is a man walking on a beach... ( i don't find it funny now) I lean very close to Jack's face and i elbowed his chest and look up... OMG!!! To my horror! It is a girl! I asked where is she from?! She said she is from class 1H. And her friends are all around me... OMG!!!! When did they appear?! I totally freak out inside me. They look extra angry.
This girl right beside me had black pony hail... and slanted eyes... i mean.. pretty slanted eyes... i mean... she is really pretty now when i recall.. but i stood up and shouted to Jack who is now beside her... Hey Jack! I thought that was you! Hey Jack! Jack never bother about me... I keep shouthing.. and...
I woke up.
Ok.. done.. wad a horror.
I think i am going to die soon.
Donno why.
I get this feeling every year and i will do very stupid things as if i was living my last day.
Today is my last day walking this earth...
I hope i had made some friends happy... perhaps care enough to come and spit on my coffin.
If i don't wake up tml and appears in the headlines of "mysterious death of a young man"
Don't freak out... i also donno how i am going to die... maybe i drowned in my dreams... no no... tat can't be.. i can breathe underwater and i have visited atlantis before...
Maybe i stayed there very long.. have a family.. grew old and fell sick and die.
I only got 1 thing i want to do... donate my organs.
They are extremely healthy. If you work hard enough on my heart... it might even pump again... just don't give up... and donate that too. And my brain... just dump it, junk.
Ok save my body for the coffin.
Funeral is no no no no for me please.. if really need..
read this note at my funeral.
" No matter how healthy you maybe,
Or even successful,
Treasure who you love and buy them flowers
Before you know it,
they might even return your love with more flowers
but on your grave."
add a Hahaha to end it.
It is meant to be a joke to cheer people up.
Thanks for being so helpful whoever is investigating my case.
Make sure you don't freak out... I am behind you now as you read this... Don't look back.
LOL! I am joking. Be sure to sleep early policeman.
And to Science...
I have 23 years long of history not to be studied by historians... Don't torture kids with history anymore.
It is for science i live.
If you ever find out the secret i am not telling you now.
I tell you... you will never find it before you die...
Because i got no secret.
Thanks for my nonsense.
Now back to sleep.
Elvis...
Are u lonesome tonight...
tats a good qn.
I like the name samson.
Samson's father must be Sam then.
Ha... i m really lost my laugh.
I went to the counter and asked for some happiness. It was not for sale. I shoplifted today because i needed it. I thought i could keep it. But the security guards caught me and took away the happiness.
Christmas eve tml. I will sit here at yoshinoya all day. The food taste... ultra horrible! I could barely swallow.
I rather eat humans.
I suddenly think of grace yoshiko.
She said she got my dental gum.
No i dont want to eat her.
But the whole day...
I have no mood to stop eating.
No more rice in my yoshinoya. Maybe i should help them clear the table and throw away the bowl. >:(
oops.. they are fast...they clear my table.
If the whole world becomes zombie except me...
I would go sentosa resort world and sit roller coaster! Then go to haunted house. It will be the best haunted house ever!!
ha...
ha
ha.
Today i fail to entertain myself.
I miss my clone Jiin. Haiz...
tats a good qn.
I like the name samson.
Samson's father must be Sam then.
Ha... i m really lost my laugh.
I went to the counter and asked for some happiness. It was not for sale. I shoplifted today because i needed it. I thought i could keep it. But the security guards caught me and took away the happiness.
Christmas eve tml. I will sit here at yoshinoya all day. The food taste... ultra horrible! I could barely swallow.
I rather eat humans.
I suddenly think of grace yoshiko.
She said she got my dental gum.
No i dont want to eat her.
But the whole day...
I have no mood to stop eating.
No more rice in my yoshinoya. Maybe i should help them clear the table and throw away the bowl. >:(
oops.. they are fast...they clear my table.
If the whole world becomes zombie except me...
I would go sentosa resort world and sit roller coaster! Then go to haunted house. It will be the best haunted house ever!!
ha...
ha
ha.
Today i fail to entertain myself.
I miss my clone Jiin. Haiz...
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
What makes us humans?
1. Will Power!!!
Hahahaha!!!! Laughing TTM!!!
Was there earthquake?
LOL!!!
Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG... Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What strong determination!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
The last part ROCKS!!! Like he got shot when he was near the door!!! LOL!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am going CRAZY over this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2.Speech
OMG.. my abs hurts from that drunk man... this is not funny.
3.This applies to some guys only. Touchy.
He just wants to hold her hand.
4.Sharing.
They never get lonely!
5.Incredible strength Mothers possess
Hahahaha!!!! Laughing TTM!!!
Was there earthquake?
LOL!!!
Hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OMG... Hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
What strong determination!
Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
The last part ROCKS!!! Like he got shot when he was near the door!!! LOL!!!!
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am going CRAZY over this!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2.Speech
OMG.. my abs hurts from that drunk man... this is not funny.
3.This applies to some guys only. Touchy.
He just wants to hold her hand.
4.Sharing.
They never get lonely!
5.Incredible strength Mothers possess
New fan
I got a new fan. It is white. I like white.
I spent some time asking myself.
So what is it like to like someone?
I really donno.
I like adventures but this one is not easy.
Fear cuz i donno wad i m feeling.
Tonight i got a nice new fan but i cannot sleep.
I got a question i got no answer.
Why people miss others?
I donno. Freaking OUT! Woah!!!
Love laughing... pure happy
Love sharing n feel someone knows
Love being crazy without feeling strange
It makes people happy to have a special friend
but it makes people scared to lose this special friend
Time to be a honest whimp...
I really m scared that a friend might become too special n too hard to lose.
I m really a psychotic whimp with strange Fears.
It is like thinking an apple might explode.
Loving someone might make her explode and no more.
LOL! But i m not laughing today.
confused today.
I spent some time asking myself.
So what is it like to like someone?
I really donno.
I like adventures but this one is not easy.
Fear cuz i donno wad i m feeling.
Tonight i got a nice new fan but i cannot sleep.
I got a question i got no answer.
Why people miss others?
I donno. Freaking OUT! Woah!!!
Love laughing... pure happy
Love sharing n feel someone knows
Love being crazy without feeling strange
It makes people happy to have a special friend
but it makes people scared to lose this special friend
Time to be a honest whimp...
I really m scared that a friend might become too special n too hard to lose.
I m really a psychotic whimp with strange Fears.
It is like thinking an apple might explode.
Loving someone might make her explode and no more.
LOL! But i m not laughing today.
confused today.
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
OMG
This is e kind of day i wake up and realised...
Wad have i done yesterday?!!
O.o
OMG!
Really drunk.
But it was fun.
Will miss it when i m old.
miss her... O.o i really donno wads on my head.
Feeling strange.
Stay cool... chill.
Great day ahead!!! Drums and percussion ensemble and practice! More practice!
maybe...
.. .-.. .. -.- . .... . .-. ?
Wad have i done yesterday?!!
O.o
OMG!
Really drunk.
But it was fun.
Will miss it when i m old.
miss her... O.o i really donno wads on my head.
Feeling strange.
Stay cool... chill.
Great day ahead!!! Drums and percussion ensemble and practice! More practice!
maybe...
.. .-.. .. -.- . .... . .-. ?
Ariel and me
Highly psychotic but lovely.
It started like this..
I dreamt of her, and i woke up to drew her.
Then just like magic she is like part of me.
Well... wad i like is she never stops smiling.
And follows me very closely everywhere i go... and she never stops smiling...
But i like it.
So i went to school and finish up my Rhythm song... Wa lau... 14pages. finally sia. I hate the composer!
She never seem to be bored of my ting ting dong dong. Love her smile.
Then We went to walk around PS... boring day though... Thank God she is around.
Then I went for my IPPT, wa... i really don't want to bring her in... very embarassing... but i still did.
I very shy everyone stare at her following me everywhere.
But she keeps smiling like nothing is wrong. OMG.
Wa.. but i like her company...
And i put in all my effort to impress her.
This is my result.
I got silver and i Got 200 dollars.
So i met up my friends and was really shy to tell my frens so just let her follow me around.
We ate subway... one each... actually she didn't eat... She can't eat subway.
So she smile.
So i help her finish up the foot long Meatball sub.
Then finally i met my friends to eat at Poepoeys.
We chat. I don't eat because i m healthy, so she also didn't want.
She can't eat also.
Then we went to suki sushi to eat Sushi... my friends didn't eat
so me and her ate 6 plates of salmon sushi.
Then we went to eat dessert.
Eat eat eat... so boring life... now i type this i realise y is it about eating this eating that.
Ok... she must be bored.. we went home.
The last thing i know was showering with her and i rubbed her away... a little painful.
.
.
.
.
.
and!!!
.
.
.
.
.
Thats my Ariel
my tatoo
It started like this..
I dreamt of her, and i woke up to drew her.
Then just like magic she is like part of me.
Well... wad i like is she never stops smiling.
And follows me very closely everywhere i go... and she never stops smiling...
But i like it.
So i went to school and finish up my Rhythm song... Wa lau... 14pages. finally sia. I hate the composer!
She never seem to be bored of my ting ting dong dong. Love her smile.
Then We went to walk around PS... boring day though... Thank God she is around.
Then I went for my IPPT, wa... i really don't want to bring her in... very embarassing... but i still did.
I very shy everyone stare at her following me everywhere.
But she keeps smiling like nothing is wrong. OMG.
Wa.. but i like her company...
And i put in all my effort to impress her.
This is my result.
I got silver and i Got 200 dollars.
So i met up my friends and was really shy to tell my frens so just let her follow me around.
We ate subway... one each... actually she didn't eat... She can't eat subway.
So she smile.
So i help her finish up the foot long Meatball sub.
Then finally i met my friends to eat at Poepoeys.
We chat. I don't eat because i m healthy, so she also didn't want.
She can't eat also.
Then we went to suki sushi to eat Sushi... my friends didn't eat
so me and her ate 6 plates of salmon sushi.
Then we went to eat dessert.
Eat eat eat... so boring life... now i type this i realise y is it about eating this eating that.
Ok... she must be bored.. we went home.
The last thing i know was showering with her and i rubbed her away... a little painful.
.
.
.
.
.
and!!!
.
.
.
.
.
Thats my Ariel
my tatoo
Monday, December 20, 2010
Hi there again! i am back! Whoo!
Hey! I really love to write diaries now.
It is a girl's thing. No, i like it. No one can say i am wrong. No one can say i am weird.
No one can ever tell me bad things!!
First up! Mutant Metabolism! X treme!!!
My family is born with a special talent of mutant metabolism rate!
Imagine a diet like this...
Milk,bread and 2egg white, duck rice, salmon rice, 2 subways and end it with milk and some snacking in between and supper.
5 big healthy meals a day and a supper... tats 6 big healthy meals.
And i am slimming down!!! Incredible!
LOL! This must be a joke! No.
But i feel damn healthy.
I think it is the sleep... sleep early :)
So i have found another talent in me,
Tml is IPPT day!
And yes i am totally going to on full power and tats it... i will certainly drop 2kg after that.
No choice... With great power comes great sacrifice.
How to lose weight?
For those who are looking for a method to slim down...
Eat 3 healthy meals a day and do something that keeps your brain in caffein mode without the use of caffein... like blogging... LOL!
Exercise X treme... not slow jog... just run like escaping from hell for 5 minutes a day.
Hallucinate and Constantly remind yourself that someone is trying to kill you... that will keep your heart pumping fast.
Develop an OCD habit like... washing clothes again after taking them out of the washing machine... Be an extreme perfectionist.
Adopt a nasty baby! Preferbably cry all day.
Be a teacher. The more students under your care the better.
Join a gang. I don't know why but most ah lians are thin.
Ride a turkey.
Marry a poor man. If you are a man... stay poor.
Ok.. sleep baby sleep. Stop craping.
It is a girl's thing. No, i like it. No one can say i am wrong. No one can say i am weird.
No one can ever tell me bad things!!
First up! Mutant Metabolism! X treme!!!
My family is born with a special talent of mutant metabolism rate!
Imagine a diet like this...
Milk,bread and 2egg white, duck rice, salmon rice, 2 subways and end it with milk and some snacking in between and supper.
5 big healthy meals a day and a supper... tats 6 big healthy meals.
And i am slimming down!!! Incredible!
LOL! This must be a joke! No.
But i feel damn healthy.
I think it is the sleep... sleep early :)
So i have found another talent in me,
Tml is IPPT day!
And yes i am totally going to on full power and tats it... i will certainly drop 2kg after that.
No choice... With great power comes great sacrifice.
How to lose weight?
For those who are looking for a method to slim down...
Eat 3 healthy meals a day and do something that keeps your brain in caffein mode without the use of caffein... like blogging... LOL!
Exercise X treme... not slow jog... just run like escaping from hell for 5 minutes a day.
Hallucinate and Constantly remind yourself that someone is trying to kill you... that will keep your heart pumping fast.
Develop an OCD habit like... washing clothes again after taking them out of the washing machine... Be an extreme perfectionist.
Adopt a nasty baby! Preferbably cry all day.
Be a teacher. The more students under your care the better.
Join a gang. I don't know why but most ah lians are thin.
Ride a turkey.
Marry a poor man. If you are a man... stay poor.
Ok.. sleep baby sleep. Stop craping.
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Monster,
Monster truck pull solo.
I need to construct a Monster out of rubbish Metal and I have to play it like a monster.
Monster!!!!
How now???!
Maybe i should lie on the stage with my toy cars.
and...
BAM!!! BAM!! BAMMM!!!! LOL!!!
That will be so cute.
I will graduate NAFA with a medical cert.
I need to construct a Monster out of rubbish Metal and I have to play it like a monster.
Monster!!!!
How now???!
Maybe i should lie on the stage with my toy cars.
and...
BAM!!! BAM!! BAMMM!!!! LOL!!!
That will be so cute.
I will graduate NAFA with a medical cert.
Cannot sleep
Unload my brain now.
I declare. If i play drums after 10pm, i won't be sleeping for the whole night.
But the lesson today is great. If i write it down here, i might get to sleep.
I am going to master these,
1. RLRR LLKK LLKK RRLL
2. alternating 24th grooves with L hand start.
3. RKKK with stick spins
4. create some 48ths.
Ok. Today i am happy i got broke my record of 200bpm and got 220bpm.
I hope people get inspired and want to be like me.
I am a fast drummer. Well i hope i can be professionally fast and musical.
I realised a training tip. Is to train as short a time as possible... with all your heart.
And eat alot!!!
to grow that muscle. You will not grow fat.
If you really grow fat... then you will understand why all fat drummers drum faster than i do.
I talked to Jiin today. She is funny... everyday! XD!!!
If i have a dream.
I will wake up.
If i wake up,
I will day dream.
If i am happy today,
I will be happy tomorrow,
If i am happy tomorrow,
I will give all my wealth to charity and donate my organs to hospital.
If i am alive i will do my best before i die,
If i am a butterfly i will eat butter and fly
If i am a sheep i will look for Mary to marry her little lamb.
If i am a lamb chop i will never know it.
I declare. If i play drums after 10pm, i won't be sleeping for the whole night.
But the lesson today is great. If i write it down here, i might get to sleep.
I am going to master these,
1. RLRR LLKK LLKK RRLL
2. alternating 24th grooves with L hand start.
3. RKKK with stick spins
4. create some 48ths.
Ok. Today i am happy i got broke my record of 200bpm and got 220bpm.
I hope people get inspired and want to be like me.
I am a fast drummer. Well i hope i can be professionally fast and musical.
I realised a training tip. Is to train as short a time as possible... with all your heart.
And eat alot!!!
to grow that muscle. You will not grow fat.
If you really grow fat... then you will understand why all fat drummers drum faster than i do.
I talked to Jiin today. She is funny... everyday! XD!!!
If i have a dream.
I will wake up.
If i wake up,
I will day dream.
If i am happy today,
I will be happy tomorrow,
If i am happy tomorrow,
I will give all my wealth to charity and donate my organs to hospital.
If i am alive i will do my best before i die,
If i am a butterfly i will eat butter and fly
If i am a sheep i will look for Mary to marry her little lamb.
If i am a lamb chop i will never know it.
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Curry
U eat north Indian Buffet with Kun Jian and Wee Siang today.
The curry was hot.
But Kun and Wee say it is not hot. U thought they were lying.
They thought you were lying. It is very hot.
Anyway Kun say it is like saying eating apple is hot. LOL!
The curry comes in Green Yellow and Orange.
And the Chicken comes in Black(seriously), Green, Red, Orange and blue.
The Prata, they call it Nann is actually a very burt piece of prata.
I asked the waiter for more Nann, and i say i want it less Black.
The waiter looked surprised.. so i repeated.. less black.. Nann.
The waiter say ok.
Wee Siang then told me that Black is a very sensitive word to use in a indian restaurant.
I think i got it.
But then the nann still come back even Blacker this time!!! -_-lll
I gave up. I guess they don't know what i meant by less black.
Today U ate every 2 hours. Good job. U did it :) You like it.
And tomorrow is the Drummer's challenge. My speed is 200 flat.
If i win the 100 dollars.
I will treat my good friends to buffet.
Tuesday is IPPT. If i get 200dollars.
I will treat my good friends to buffet.
Dummy.
As the days pass, i get stronger, i get dumber and i get happier.
Today i helpped my mom pull a cork out of a very old wine bottle it was easy with my strength.
I always leave my card in the practice room and i always have to kick open the door.
I always kick once and the lock will snap! But must be smart to know that no one is around when i do that... especially the indian security guard.
I also getting less lonely, i am in fact, looking for more friends to play with.
But they still think i am strange. I just go back and take out my pencil and draw.
I would call this stage of my life: I miss u.
I miss u and a and b and c and d. But especially u. Sometimes i miss Y.
I always wonder why everybody loves U, me too.
Sometimes i think i love Mi. Do re mi the Mi. Then maybe it is a colour i will remember.
Orange.
I don't like to eat orange though. But i eat if i have to.
And i got a good memory of the first movie i watched when i was in my mommy's womb...
I could see flashings of red colour and hear explosions... I think it is superman.
And when i grew older i like Flash.. because he is Red too.
Then i remember the orange ball i used to put in my mouth...
on that ball is a word... i forgot.
I miss this toy train that i bought from night market...
It has many tracks.. and i don't know why my brother don't let me touch... Only after i grew older then i realised i broke it in my fustration that it does not move.
I broke a Cassette tape too because it does not play... i remember hitting the play button so hard that the tape fell out. My mom told me that... and i remember... i don't admit.
I like to hide under the table and paint my bread with colour ink and i will eat them... some even taste bitter... I remember i miss eating pizza thats why i do it.
And i had a barbie doll which i tore apart because i thought the hands were in wrong position... but i put the head into the arm's position and the legs on the other arm.. LOL!! I love that.
And i like them naked and disembodied, i don't know y. Now i know why. LOL!
I think i am perverted and might become a serial killer oneday.
I miss my childhood. I wish i was there again.
The curry was hot.
But Kun and Wee say it is not hot. U thought they were lying.
They thought you were lying. It is very hot.
Anyway Kun say it is like saying eating apple is hot. LOL!
The curry comes in Green Yellow and Orange.
And the Chicken comes in Black(seriously), Green, Red, Orange and blue.
The Prata, they call it Nann is actually a very burt piece of prata.
I asked the waiter for more Nann, and i say i want it less Black.
The waiter looked surprised.. so i repeated.. less black.. Nann.
The waiter say ok.
Wee Siang then told me that Black is a very sensitive word to use in a indian restaurant.
I think i got it.
But then the nann still come back even Blacker this time!!! -_-lll
I gave up. I guess they don't know what i meant by less black.
Today U ate every 2 hours. Good job. U did it :) You like it.
And tomorrow is the Drummer's challenge. My speed is 200 flat.
If i win the 100 dollars.
I will treat my good friends to buffet.
Tuesday is IPPT. If i get 200dollars.
I will treat my good friends to buffet.
Dummy.
As the days pass, i get stronger, i get dumber and i get happier.
Today i helpped my mom pull a cork out of a very old wine bottle it was easy with my strength.
I always leave my card in the practice room and i always have to kick open the door.
I always kick once and the lock will snap! But must be smart to know that no one is around when i do that... especially the indian security guard.
I also getting less lonely, i am in fact, looking for more friends to play with.
But they still think i am strange. I just go back and take out my pencil and draw.
I would call this stage of my life: I miss u.
I miss u and a and b and c and d. But especially u. Sometimes i miss Y.
I always wonder why everybody loves U, me too.
Sometimes i think i love Mi. Do re mi the Mi. Then maybe it is a colour i will remember.
Orange.
I don't like to eat orange though. But i eat if i have to.
And i got a good memory of the first movie i watched when i was in my mommy's womb...
I could see flashings of red colour and hear explosions... I think it is superman.
And when i grew older i like Flash.. because he is Red too.
Then i remember the orange ball i used to put in my mouth...
on that ball is a word... i forgot.
I miss this toy train that i bought from night market...
It has many tracks.. and i don't know why my brother don't let me touch... Only after i grew older then i realised i broke it in my fustration that it does not move.
I broke a Cassette tape too because it does not play... i remember hitting the play button so hard that the tape fell out. My mom told me that... and i remember... i don't admit.
I like to hide under the table and paint my bread with colour ink and i will eat them... some even taste bitter... I remember i miss eating pizza thats why i do it.
And i had a barbie doll which i tore apart because i thought the hands were in wrong position... but i put the head into the arm's position and the legs on the other arm.. LOL!! I love that.
And i like them naked and disembodied, i don't know y. Now i know why. LOL!
I think i am perverted and might become a serial killer oneday.
I miss my childhood. I wish i was there again.
Thursday, December 16, 2010
Is she crazy?
Ok she treats me as a friend.
she says hi.
She says i miss you.
Then she say just teasing me
she says show me a photo of a ghost.
She show me a photo of herself with a terrible hair.
I freak out and never reply.
She say "sorry my bad."
Then she log off.
Wad is on her mind? Tell me ladies.
I m starting to lose interest in her.
Will she be sad i am ignoring her like that?
she says hi.
She says i miss you.
Then she say just teasing me
she says show me a photo of a ghost.
She show me a photo of herself with a terrible hair.
I freak out and never reply.
She say "sorry my bad."
Then she log off.
Wad is on her mind? Tell me ladies.
I m starting to lose interest in her.
Will she be sad i am ignoring her like that?
I m on bus.
147.
I m sleepy n going home from school.
I practiced a little but hard.
raining outside e window.
everyone is lookin out. I also.
Just yesterday, i realised i was dreaming n i gave up i told myself to wake up. Playing God is not my thing.
NEXX! but raining. I dont like e cinema. The screen is half of normal cinema.
Ahhh! Boring boring bori. ing.
Maybe i should just comeon...
chill.
i m thinking of elim n yee k in hong kong.
I m a little excited bout e new church.
thinking of wee siang n kun why we frens so long.
thinking of dinner. I feel like shitting.
excited i m reachin home.
Hahahaha! Remb the clone photo yest.
Hahahahaha! A baby ate too much macdonalds.
Oh man... people r lookin at me. Don laugh now...
think of sad stuff. Hahahaha!
Get down now.
Now i m home. I dont want to go up.
Take bus to hg mall.
Now i m on 132.
This is getting boring... Y would i read this when i m old? Look for some adventure.
Thinking of dad. I want to drive bus when i grow up.
to e library. I just saw a dwaft.
mmm... wing chun. I wanna learn tat. Bruce lee! Woah!
ok get a boring book so i can read n fall asleep.
Ah! essential difference! How girls think. ok. tats enuf nonsense to blog.
Part 2: Home
LOL! WTH!!
I left home at 53kg.
Now i reach home and i am 55kg!
Ever stuffed a teddy bear till it bloat and become a Teddy Ball.
LOL!!! I love that! Hahahaha!!!
If ever i got a chance to go Build-A-Bear, LOL!! I will build a punching bag bear!!
I am going to say something that will hurt many...
I got no tummy!?
After eating 2kg of food in 1 day.
No tummy! Yeah! Make girls jealous. Only if i were a girl. :(
Must be the protein powder... I thought i would give it a try... LOL!! My brother is so going to kill me when he come back..."WHO Drank my protein powder!!!"....
Not me... not me... the powder evaporated. Laugh at him!!! Hahaha!
I am wrong... protein powder does helps to bloat you.
Well this is wad i ate...
1. Protein shake and milk and bread
2. Chicken rice + chicken
3. Subway chicken breast 1 foot.
4. Duck rice
Drink 2 bottles of lipton green tea.
There must be a balance in what we eat. Never eat too much or i will fall sick.
I m sleepy n going home from school.
I practiced a little but hard.
raining outside e window.
everyone is lookin out. I also.
Just yesterday, i realised i was dreaming n i gave up i told myself to wake up. Playing God is not my thing.
NEXX! but raining. I dont like e cinema. The screen is half of normal cinema.
Ahhh! Boring boring bori. ing.
Maybe i should just comeon...
chill.
i m thinking of elim n yee k in hong kong.
I m a little excited bout e new church.
thinking of wee siang n kun why we frens so long.
thinking of dinner. I feel like shitting.
excited i m reachin home.
Hahahaha! Remb the clone photo yest.
Hahahahaha! A baby ate too much macdonalds.
Oh man... people r lookin at me. Don laugh now...
think of sad stuff. Hahahaha!
Get down now.
Now i m home. I dont want to go up.
Take bus to hg mall.
Now i m on 132.
This is getting boring... Y would i read this when i m old? Look for some adventure.
Thinking of dad. I want to drive bus when i grow up.
to e library. I just saw a dwaft.
mmm... wing chun. I wanna learn tat. Bruce lee! Woah!
ok get a boring book so i can read n fall asleep.
Ah! essential difference! How girls think. ok. tats enuf nonsense to blog.
Part 2: Home
LOL! WTH!!
I left home at 53kg.
Now i reach home and i am 55kg!
Ever stuffed a teddy bear till it bloat and become a Teddy Ball.
LOL!!! I love that! Hahahaha!!!
If ever i got a chance to go Build-A-Bear, LOL!! I will build a punching bag bear!!
I am going to say something that will hurt many...
I got no tummy!?
After eating 2kg of food in 1 day.
No tummy! Yeah! Make girls jealous. Only if i were a girl. :(
Must be the protein powder... I thought i would give it a try... LOL!! My brother is so going to kill me when he come back..."WHO Drank my protein powder!!!"....
Not me... not me... the powder evaporated. Laugh at him!!! Hahaha!
I am wrong... protein powder does helps to bloat you.
Well this is wad i ate...
1. Protein shake and milk and bread
2. Chicken rice + chicken
3. Subway chicken breast 1 foot.
4. Duck rice
Drink 2 bottles of lipton green tea.
There must be a balance in what we eat. Never eat too much or i will fall sick.
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
Species update.
Strange species new update.
Population count : 2
I don't wanna blog this...
but it could be a great post for future scientific research.
The question is... Is personality determined by Genes or by Environmental factors?
Here i found a speciment with almost identical birth conditions.
Born within first 3 days of Nov.
With 3 sibblings of the same gender, 2 older, 1 younger.
Lives near the equator and speaks asian english.
After a few sessions of integorration...
I classified the similarities as coincidences at first.
But it became really disturbing when the similarities were defying the rules of probability of entrophy or even deviating towards the end of the bell curve where coincidence is a false hypothesis.
Highly disturbing to even imagine such a creature exist...
My hypothesis was : Alien abducted one of us and produced a clone. Of course not. How can that be -_-lll
My hypothesis was : The 3rd child of a 4 sibblings family usually fits a certain set of qualities that i am not really sure which are the ones.
This is serious matter and i could be the next nobel winner if this research is carried out full blown... but then i will need to locate more speciments in asia and do a case study. This will take decades to even begin... so i have decided i wish someone steal this idea and brings it further. Please honour me for the avant garde discovery.
Sometimes i wonder to myself if i am a psychotic patient with interesting hallucinations of being a scientist's assistant and even starting my own practice if i am able to raise the funds and manpower. If this day ever happens... i will focus on a few major topics...
1. Human consciousness.
2. Human's lucid concept of time and the subconscious concept.
3. Time travel.
4. Sushi.
Population count : 2
I don't wanna blog this...
but it could be a great post for future scientific research.
The question is... Is personality determined by Genes or by Environmental factors?
Here i found a speciment with almost identical birth conditions.
Born within first 3 days of Nov.
With 3 sibblings of the same gender, 2 older, 1 younger.
Lives near the equator and speaks asian english.
After a few sessions of integorration...
I classified the similarities as coincidences at first.
But it became really disturbing when the similarities were defying the rules of probability of entrophy or even deviating towards the end of the bell curve where coincidence is a false hypothesis.
Highly disturbing to even imagine such a creature exist...
My hypothesis was : Alien abducted one of us and produced a clone. Of course not. How can that be -_-lll
My hypothesis was : The 3rd child of a 4 sibblings family usually fits a certain set of qualities that i am not really sure which are the ones.
This is serious matter and i could be the next nobel winner if this research is carried out full blown... but then i will need to locate more speciments in asia and do a case study. This will take decades to even begin... so i have decided i wish someone steal this idea and brings it further. Please honour me for the avant garde discovery.
Sometimes i wonder to myself if i am a psychotic patient with interesting hallucinations of being a scientist's assistant and even starting my own practice if i am able to raise the funds and manpower. If this day ever happens... i will focus on a few major topics...
1. Human consciousness.
2. Human's lucid concept of time and the subconscious concept.
3. Time travel.
4. Sushi.
Sushi
Today i ate lunch with my 2 good old buddies Wee Siang and Kun Jian.
Dim sum... and it cost 26 dollars each!!!
Less than 12 plates of dimsum.
Very expensive.
I will not go there again.
And i was still hungry.
Again today i ate sushi dinner with my old friend kun jian.
I ate 17 plates including 8 plates of salmon sushi.
And total both of us paid 26 dollars and i was full.
I will go there again.
I realise a strange habit... they keep asking me why i keep ordering Ha Gao??
I say because i like Ha Gao so i eat Ha Gao... 3 trays only ma.
They say nothing else.
Then kun say why i keep taking unagi sushi and scallop sushi?
I say because i like so i eat lor.
So out of the 17 plates all are Unagi, Scallop and 8 plates of Salmon.
I am happy i found out more about myself today.
If i like to eat something, i will just eat the same thing.
The Each a cup auntie also can recognise me because i always order the same thing...
I am happy she has got good memory,
I love to walk up to Each a cup and just nod my head and pay. Don't even need to speak.
But i smile and flirt with her LOL!
I love to do the things again and again.
And i remember when my brother was young and was in his cradle watching teletubbies,
And at the ending when the Baby Sunshine is going down the hill...
Hahahaha!!! I will cover the Baby sun and my baby brother will Cry
and when i remove my hands, he laugh!
And i cover and he cry!
And i remove... he cry again... cuz the sun has already set.
I wish i can find a youtube of it.
I am mildly psychotic but LOL!! my parents were not around!!!
Hahahaha!!!! So fun! I miss bullying baby.
HERE!!! Hahahahaha!!!! Hahahaha!!!!
Dim sum... and it cost 26 dollars each!!!
Less than 12 plates of dimsum.
Very expensive.
I will not go there again.
And i was still hungry.
Again today i ate sushi dinner with my old friend kun jian.
I ate 17 plates including 8 plates of salmon sushi.
And total both of us paid 26 dollars and i was full.
I will go there again.
I realise a strange habit... they keep asking me why i keep ordering Ha Gao??
I say because i like Ha Gao so i eat Ha Gao... 3 trays only ma.
They say nothing else.
Then kun say why i keep taking unagi sushi and scallop sushi?
I say because i like so i eat lor.
So out of the 17 plates all are Unagi, Scallop and 8 plates of Salmon.
I am happy i found out more about myself today.
If i like to eat something, i will just eat the same thing.
The Each a cup auntie also can recognise me because i always order the same thing...
I am happy she has got good memory,
I love to walk up to Each a cup and just nod my head and pay. Don't even need to speak.
But i smile and flirt with her LOL!
I love to do the things again and again.
And i remember when my brother was young and was in his cradle watching teletubbies,
And at the ending when the Baby Sunshine is going down the hill...
Hahahaha!!! I will cover the Baby sun and my baby brother will Cry
and when i remove my hands, he laugh!
And i cover and he cry!
And i remove... he cry again... cuz the sun has already set.
I wish i can find a youtube of it.
I am mildly psychotic but LOL!! my parents were not around!!!
Hahahaha!!!! So fun! I miss bullying baby.
HERE!!! Hahahahaha!!!! Hahahaha!!!!
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Working out
I think i got a theory.
I always hates chemicals and the whey protein powder my brother bought gives me a motivation to prove him wrong.
Muscle grows naturally when you need them to
not when you take protein and workout.
And genetics plays a part too.. asians usually gets more tone than bulky.
We got the speed and endurance while the big monsters got the power.
So i will rather go for practical muscle usage than for the looks.
But if practical muscle usage is made so extreme and maybe impractical, tats where size comes in.
Of course don't starve. Or else POW will be your new name.
Here is my theory:
The brain will never accept what it thinks is wrong. But its fluidity will transform your body only if you give the right input.
Workout in a relaxed manner and condition your muscle to perform in its proper natural technique. Wrong technique is something that is sloppy and not focused... this is hard to explain. ( e.g. if you want to do push ups, Do real professional push ups slow and steady, relaxed and focused... I really hope i find the right words to express this intangible idea one day.)
No external weight is necessary, find creative ways to support more body weight. There is always a reason why out legs are more muscular than our arms.
And... no one will buy my idea. Critics are many. I stay strong.
I always hates chemicals and the whey protein powder my brother bought gives me a motivation to prove him wrong.
Muscle grows naturally when you need them to
not when you take protein and workout.
And genetics plays a part too.. asians usually gets more tone than bulky.
We got the speed and endurance while the big monsters got the power.
So i will rather go for practical muscle usage than for the looks.
But if practical muscle usage is made so extreme and maybe impractical, tats where size comes in.
Of course don't starve. Or else POW will be your new name.
Here is my theory:
The brain will never accept what it thinks is wrong. But its fluidity will transform your body only if you give the right input.
Workout in a relaxed manner and condition your muscle to perform in its proper natural technique. Wrong technique is something that is sloppy and not focused... this is hard to explain. ( e.g. if you want to do push ups, Do real professional push ups slow and steady, relaxed and focused... I really hope i find the right words to express this intangible idea one day.)
No external weight is necessary, find creative ways to support more body weight. There is always a reason why out legs are more muscular than our arms.
And... no one will buy my idea. Critics are many. I stay strong.
Saturday, December 04, 2010
How bad can someone hurt you without knowing it???
I like a girl.
But, the girl don't feel the same.
(I really hope the story ends here... no... it gets more and more exciting!!!!)
I wouldn't like her if she had not responded is a way i would misunderstand... Ok now i get it but... she just can't understand that it is not easy to forget her. And I need time to adjust.
Ok we are friends.
I don't want to be too close to you.
Basically i am ignoring you.
But...
You keep looking for me now and then
because you need some help
So.
I help you as a friend :)
I am starting to hurt just when you say ok.. tats it.. bye bye.
You are bored so we went out for a night...
and hear you talk about how you miss a guy you like.
I thought that hurts... ok... I listen and yea... i know you like him... so can you leave me alone?!!
When you asked me whether anyone will like you...
I said there is surely someone who like you... and i talk of your goodness
and,
You said no.. no one like you.
And I am just a kind OLD man
This really fuels burning sensation on my wound.... Let me DIE!!! GO AWAY!!!
No one was free to support your competition
So i went to gave you support.
You asked me to take a video of you so i did.
CLIMAX!!!!
""!!!!!!!Then you ask me to secretly take a photo of that guy you like!!!!!"""""
I almost did.
JUST don't do such thing to me please!!!
Anyone understand how painful it is and how hard it is to bear such torture from a seemingly innocent girl.
Ok.. you got into finals and everyone is congratulating you..
Me too... And You look sad...
Why??
Becuse the guy you like did not get in.
So now the guy come and console you!!! You got in???!!!
So I am really lost.. just leave me alone from now on...
I am really brokened, sprinkled with vinegar and burnt with acid.
All these would be simplier only if... i don't like you.
It would be really easy.
But Why did i like you lei?
Beats me to find the answer... why did i like you in the first place?
Why can't i "don't feel anything" for you?
I don't feel anything for all other girls... mm... except one in JC. Tats really history and she was kind enough to handle it well. Thanks for that.
Why can't you just leave me alone?
Why can't i just ignore you? Why do i always answer your call and reply your sms? I can't bear not to do it. But i did ignore many people including my most respected figure... sad to say i am irresponsible TTM!
Wads my plan?
Give it to God will be the best answer.
But... I mean...
I like you... but i don't want myself to like you... can that be controlled??
I never even think of liking you or fantasize of having a girlfriend...
I don't want a girl friend!!! But i like you?
It is now that i wonder if i am schizophrenic?
So... give what to God???
God if you were to know this I would want you to understand that...
Yes i understand how it feels now when You like me so much... yet i just look for you when i need you... or even tell you about other idols in my life. What a pain... i know i know... so is it time you remove this "liking" or what chemicals causing me to "like" her? A feeling of crush that won't leave me... That!!! Is what i think you have put in me to share your pain... I know i know... but it is really too much for my inexperienced heart. Thanks if you reply fast. That will be greatly appreciated.. in fact i will love you :) I mean i actually had forgotten you to be honest... but deep in me i know you are always doing something for me when i need you... and i label you just as a "friend"... What a torture.... Yea yea i know.. I am sorry.
But, the girl don't feel the same.
(I really hope the story ends here... no... it gets more and more exciting!!!!)
I wouldn't like her if she had not responded is a way i would misunderstand... Ok now i get it but... she just can't understand that it is not easy to forget her. And I need time to adjust.
Ok we are friends.
I don't want to be too close to you.
Basically i am ignoring you.
But...
You keep looking for me now and then
because you need some help
So.
I help you as a friend :)
I am starting to hurt just when you say ok.. tats it.. bye bye.
You are bored so we went out for a night...
and hear you talk about how you miss a guy you like.
I thought that hurts... ok... I listen and yea... i know you like him... so can you leave me alone?!!
When you asked me whether anyone will like you...
I said there is surely someone who like you... and i talk of your goodness
and,
You said no.. no one like you.
And I am just a kind OLD man
This really fuels burning sensation on my wound.... Let me DIE!!! GO AWAY!!!
No one was free to support your competition
So i went to gave you support.
You asked me to take a video of you so i did.
CLIMAX!!!!
""!!!!!!!Then you ask me to secretly take a photo of that guy you like!!!!!"""""
I almost did.
JUST don't do such thing to me please!!!
Anyone understand how painful it is and how hard it is to bear such torture from a seemingly innocent girl.
Ok.. you got into finals and everyone is congratulating you..
Me too... And You look sad...
Why??
Becuse the guy you like did not get in.
So now the guy come and console you!!! You got in???!!!
So I am really lost.. just leave me alone from now on...
I am really brokened, sprinkled with vinegar and burnt with acid.
All these would be simplier only if... i don't like you.
It would be really easy.
But Why did i like you lei?
Beats me to find the answer... why did i like you in the first place?
Why can't i "don't feel anything" for you?
I don't feel anything for all other girls... mm... except one in JC. Tats really history and she was kind enough to handle it well. Thanks for that.
Why can't you just leave me alone?
Why can't i just ignore you? Why do i always answer your call and reply your sms? I can't bear not to do it. But i did ignore many people including my most respected figure... sad to say i am irresponsible TTM!
Wads my plan?
Give it to God will be the best answer.
But... I mean...
I like you... but i don't want myself to like you... can that be controlled??
I never even think of liking you or fantasize of having a girlfriend...
I don't want a girl friend!!! But i like you?
It is now that i wonder if i am schizophrenic?
So... give what to God???
God if you were to know this I would want you to understand that...
Yes i understand how it feels now when You like me so much... yet i just look for you when i need you... or even tell you about other idols in my life. What a pain... i know i know... so is it time you remove this "liking" or what chemicals causing me to "like" her? A feeling of crush that won't leave me... That!!! Is what i think you have put in me to share your pain... I know i know... but it is really too much for my inexperienced heart. Thanks if you reply fast. That will be greatly appreciated.. in fact i will love you :) I mean i actually had forgotten you to be honest... but deep in me i know you are always doing something for me when i need you... and i label you just as a "friend"... What a torture.... Yea yea i know.. I am sorry.
Wednesday, December 01, 2010
strange species
Now i am really running alot and eating alot.. 2 portions per meal and 4 meals a day.
I think this is the feeding habit for my species.
Diet: Prefers meat and vege. Basically swallows whatever falls into my mouth.
Habitat: Spent many hours in small spaces but requires long distances to release the extremely large amount of starch intake afterwhich falls into a premature hibernation.
Character: Not very sociable but sociable when i need to be sociable. Very tame. Will not attack unless provoked. Fatally violent when irritated. Has inclination to stab you with drumsticks at the most extreme irritated state!
Sound: Hardly talk.
Size: Infant stage looks pathetically small... but at adulthood.. still look just as small. This sounds really wrong but I mean height and weight... LOL!
Speed: Very fast moving for something this size.
Qualities: Has a tendency for repetitve motion like hitting things with sticks. And possess highly ambidexterious skills in 4 limbs sometimes 5 if you include the head as one brainless limb. OMG! That sounds like starfish Patrick!
Colour: Comes in all colours but mostly spotted in white.
Currently existing: 1
To be wiped out due to the drastic changes of the earth and declining food resources and of course it will be a good news to celebrate. :)
LOL!!! I am so entertaining myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I think this is the feeding habit for my species.
Diet: Prefers meat and vege. Basically swallows whatever falls into my mouth.
Habitat: Spent many hours in small spaces but requires long distances to release the extremely large amount of starch intake afterwhich falls into a premature hibernation.
Character: Not very sociable but sociable when i need to be sociable. Very tame. Will not attack unless provoked. Fatally violent when irritated. Has inclination to stab you with drumsticks at the most extreme irritated state!
Sound: Hardly talk.
Size: Infant stage looks pathetically small... but at adulthood.. still look just as small. This sounds really wrong but I mean height and weight... LOL!
Speed: Very fast moving for something this size.
Qualities: Has a tendency for repetitve motion like hitting things with sticks. And possess highly ambidexterious skills in 4 limbs sometimes 5 if you include the head as one brainless limb. OMG! That sounds like starfish Patrick!
Colour: Comes in all colours but mostly spotted in white.
Currently existing: 1
To be wiped out due to the drastic changes of the earth and declining food resources and of course it will be a good news to celebrate. :)
LOL!!! I am so entertaining myself!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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